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我回来了!!!

2010-03-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Miss me? hehehe so long never blog le... being on driving course in sembawang camp... passed everything le... waiting for my military license...

Recuperating from the hurtful world... just trying to buy time over myself... no right or wrong in this world... but is on what way i want to look at it... it seems like i am walking in a endless forest... walking round and round over the same old tree but never realise it long ago...

Making circle with my foot around the forest... maybe its where that make me realise my mistake...

Its time for changes to be make... i know what i wan now...

Ciao Ciao!!!

《第三者》

2010-01-09T12:24:00.003+08:00

我们还是朋友吧? 这句话一直在我的脑里徘徊着。。。
分手的时候不是说了还是朋友吗？原来有那么多的谎言，我好不想结果是这样的，你还在狠我吗？

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杰胜：今晚要去same吗？
阿仁：又是same啊？不会闷哦？
杰胜：哈哈哈，要不要去？
阿仁：有谁去？
杰胜：去了就懂了咯，没次都问这个问题。。。
阿仁：哈哈，好啦，你几点会到？
杰胜：大概怕点左右。。。
阿仁：好的，到时见。。。

无聊的要死，闷死人了，不去的话在家更闷，咳。。。
匆匆忙忙冲个凉就出门去咯。。。

阿仁：还没到吗？每次都这样。。。
杰胜：哈哈哈，对不起啦。。。多二十分钟。。
阿仁：嗯啦，快点啦。。。

每次去same都很无聊，就有在那里打桌球好玩而已，都没有人回去瞄我一眼，习惯了。。。

杰胜：对不起。。。
阿仁：没关系，我们去打桌球，快快快，哈哈哈。。。

那晚也来了，滨斯，阿豪，维尼，哈哈哈，算了也不记得那么多。。。

滨斯：阿仁，我的朋友想认识你，可以吗？
阿仁：哈哈？真的吗？那就叫他来跟我说话啊，那么没勇气？
滨斯：好的，哈哈哈
影雄：喂，你好，我是影雄，你叫阿仁吧？
阿仁：嗯，你是滨斯的朋友？
影雄：对啊，哈哈，注意你满久了，所以问滨斯可以认识你吗。。
阿仁：哈哈，当然可以啊。。。（呵呵，其实我也有注意你啦笨蛋）
影雄：我是马来西亚人，你是新加坡人吧？
阿仁：对啊，哦原来你是马来西亚人，怪不得讲话有马来西亚的腔。。。
影雄：哈哈哈，对啊。。。
阿仁：我是一半马来西亚人哦，妈妈是马来西亚人，哈哈
影雄：哈哈哈。。
影雄：我今年三十三岁，你呢？
阿仁：你这么年轻？看不出，哈哈哈，说笑的哈哈。。。
阿仁：你猜猜我几岁咯。。。
影雄：你应该二十二吧？
阿仁：我有这样老吗？我才十九啦。。。
影雄：哦。。。你有。。。男朋友吗？
阿仁：没有，还在找。。。你呢？
影雄：我也是。。。我可以跟你拿电话号码吗？
阿仁: 可以啊，我的电话是********
影雄：谢谢，哈哈，你等一下要吃个宵夜吗？
阿仁：要啊，不过朋友约了，哈哈，改次吧。。。
影雄：哈哈，好的。。。
阿仁：我想走了，保重。。。
影雄：拜拜。。。

就这样。。。我认识了我第一个男朋友，影雄。。。

好闷哦!!! 今天都没地方去，咳。。。
铃。。。铃铃铃。。。
阿仁：喂。。。
影雄：哈咯，是阿仁吗？
阿仁：是啊，你是。。。影雄？
影雄：对啊，你还记得我哦？
阿仁：那可当然的啦。。。哈哈哈
影雄：今天有空吗？相约你出去吃个饭，看场电影。。。
阿仁：有。。。约在哪？
影雄：约你在碧波城。。。
阿仁：哦，好的。。。

就这样，这是我们的第一次出去。。。
我打扮得普普通通，不想太稳重，看到他是，它也是很普通的。。。

阿仁：哈咯。。。
影雄：哈咯。。。你想吃什么吗？
阿仁：我们先看有什么电影可看的好吗？
影雄：好的。。。

结果我就选了一部爱情戏，因为我最喜欢爱情戏了。。。
他请了我吃饭，然后我们坐下来聊聊天，这我才发现。。。
影雄是一个已婚者，我犹豫了，因为我期望是一个单身者。。。
可是我还是大胆的说让我们尝试。。。他说他考虑。。。
我们看了戏，就回家了。。。

我等他的回复等了一个星期，结果他约我了，我去他的办公地方等他，等了接近一个钟。。。
我就跟自己说，在多半个种，他再不来的话，我就不管了，就忘了他，不像个他联络了。。。
在剩下的五分钟，他出现了，他一直说对不起，让我等了那么久，我就说算了。。。
他跟我说他想试一试，可是那时的我，就挽拒了，叫他给我时间考虑。。。
结果就是我们在一起，很简单吧？可是为什么会酿成大错。。。

To Be Continued...

Boring...

2010-01-09T10:06:00.001+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Boring... last sunday went out with wayne, nick and ray lolz... have a lunch and dinner and shop around... then wednesday go find willie for dinner... not much lei... i never being going out much haiz... boring life... i hope that i can find something that i can make my life happier...

Ciao Ciao!!!

遗憾方炯鑌

2009-12-30T20:47:00.002+08:00

别再说是谁的错让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯
萎宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔
悴宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵
别再说是谁的错让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯
萎宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔
悴宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵

最后的文章

2009-12-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

这是我写的最后一个文章，可不是在写遗言，只不过看透了很多事，也厌倦了很多事情。。。

我的生活曾经多姿多彩，我也曾经付出我的所有，只不过我得到的不是我想得到的。。。

在这一年里，我学到的事，比我活过的十八年来的还要多，我学到的道理可说是合理的。。。

当我觉得烦时，我都会躲起来，把自己隐避，不让别人看到我落魄的样子。。。

我觉得我好傻，说我笨，可是我又不笨，说我傻，这个我可不否认，因为这就是我。。。

在朋友的身边，我得到的是呵护，还有开导，我就是不懂的自力更生。。。

我的哭声，我的笑声，我的声音，从此不在你们的身边围绕。。。

我会消失在茫茫人海中，不再徘徊在原地，从新寻找自我。。。

这就是我写的最后一个文章，在我回来时，我希望我有所改变。。。

小胖子/阿仁/金笔.

haiz...

2009-12-26T23:41:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Today went out with chonglin, wai ting, michael, may, gavin and afew of chonglin friend ba... no planning at all de... another hatred outing... eat KFC... god dam shit... nothing much lo... walk walk walk... say what shop... in the end only enter 2 shop... harvery norman and top man...

Disappointed and chonglin keep making me mad... frustrated... Haiz...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Back to blogging~

2009-12-26T16:17:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Sorry sorry sorry for not updating :P... i totally forgotten my blog le T_T... now i will come back and blog more haha... last sat went out with wai ting lo... to bugis... shop shop, walk walk, play play... and pray pray at the temple... mom ask me to pray de :3...

We go for this event, "the most ppl wear santa hat in an area" just outside iluma as wai ting saw got free goodie bag and 1 lucky winner can win 1 year free movie at filmgrade... -.- although i also get attracted by it la... then we go there and wait wait lo...

Get free goodie bag la... see stupid magic show la... get yogurt ice cream free to eat la... get santa hat la... and then no more le lo... after that went to eat ajisen hahaha... after that went back home lo...

Then this week never go anywhere la... thursday which is christmas eve in the afternoon meet chonglin for lunch at causeway point, yoshinoya... after that then i went home le lo... then never go out... although got ppl ask me go out la... but this christmas... plan to be a lonely christmas ba...

Then yesterday... christmas... went out at evening only just to get a coffee break or etc with toshi... do some catching up ma... very long never meet him for coffee le ok... then saw owen, shee yee, bao hui, mingyong and aaron hahaha... after that i went home lo...

Then now here also la... doing nothing... haiz... so boring... see first whether wan to go out or not la... cya...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Woohoo!!!

2009-12-18T01:00:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Monday went out to causeway point to meet nick for a movie.. "planet 51"... meet him and eat yoshinoya... omg... what can i say about the movie... it is fking... retarded but funny lolz... not bad la... then after that gone back home... then tuesday slack at home lo...

Wednesday meet nick again for movie... ya he super free... now school holiday ma... back from australia... then we book ticket for avatar... lolz... we get our dinner at ichiban sushi... not bad lei... then when entering the cinema i saw lionel -.-... with a chio bu lei... go ask him who lo :P...

OMG... the show is 2 and a half hour... what can i say... its freaking long BUT!!!... it is FKING nice lolz... i dun mind watching it again in 3D hahaha... worth the price la lolz... then after that gone back home lo... and today slack at home... just now went out to play basketball...

As long never see benny, aaron, bear and zhi hong le... so entertain them i go lo... what can i say... floor slippery... fall down hurt my right hand... not that serious... if not how i type my blog now? lolz... need some time to heal la... lolz... k la... thats all... tml get posting lo...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Woo Hoo!!!!

2009-12-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yo... haha... at wai ting house use his lappy... friday went out with nick to 313 haha... eat "The Handburger" there... its nice... then walk to plaza sing... then we watch the princess and the frog... its nice... haha enjoyable... then we walk again to raffles city, marina square and suntec city...

Then went back home le lo... after that ytd went to friend house, after that went to sakae eat supper buffet... then today went to ktv with chonglin, eugene, wai ting, aaron, kok leng, michael and may... haiz... dunno tml going where sia... haiz... wan do some catching up with friends lolz...

Ciao Ciao!!!

POP LO!!!

2009-12-10T20:23:00.001+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

POP LO!!! lolz... congratulates all the private... lolz... its fun though and happy i pass out le... and ytd me back home alr 3pm... mom help me put on my jockey cap... so happy... take alot photo with my friends... then saw kenny, wei kit and kun long mom... ^^...

Reach bugis 5:50pm and go soeul garden find them... everyone came hahaha... so fun... after eating etc we go seperately... some go lan some go drink at lucas house... then i go lan cos i got things on at 12... but then the thing get cancelled so i continue lan with wei kit etc lo...

Then too late le no train/bus back so we walk walk walk that time was 4am le lei.. then walk till Plaza Sing beside the white house there opposite the road got a pool area... so beautiful place... then me and benjamin and kwok way sleep there haha... till 5+ we walk to mrt and take mrt back...

When take mrt back i fall asleep and when i awake i was at woodland MRT... i faster drop off and take a u turn back to admiralty -.-... then go back home sleep lo... reach back home 7am then sleep till 1:30 hahaha... :P... today never go anywhere lo... slack at home play mahjong with gradnparents..

Then come chonglin house use com and play... so boring... haha... k la not much to post... cya...

Ciao Ciao!!!

雨念

2009-12-06T13:34:00.001+08:00

雨淅沥沥的下
让我想起你说你最爱它
所以我也爱上了雨啊
站在窗前眺望
今天的风景会不会不一样
能不能就停止悲伤
雨水模糊了我的双眼
你却不能看见
轻轻滑落的泪水
是我对你的想念
在雨中思念想念挂念惦念留念怀念
不停的念你的名字
哦那是我曾经拥有过的
最美最好的幸福
雨中的思念想念挂念惦念留念怀念
我感觉到我好孤独
哦为什么你温柔的手
再不会抚摸我的脸庞
停靠街边橱窗
静静看着雨中人来人往
现在的你在哪个远方
走在繁华路上
我的心却像在
荒漠般苍凉
你是否也跟我一样

一个人生活

2009-12-06T13:03:00.002+08:00

叶子在窗外轻轻爷
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

POP in 3 days...

2009-12-06T12:09:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

YAY... POP in 3 days... tml got 24km route march -.-... hope i survived lolz... mom and small bro will be going over too... hehe...

喜欢一个人不是拥有，而是看到他快乐你也快乐... 对我来说我曾经知道却办不到, 不过现在的我, 说到能做到...

Ciao Ciao!!!

有一种爱叫做放手

2009-11-27T20:05:00.003+08:00

如果两个人的天堂
像是温馨的墙囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手
让真爱带我走
为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去

Back from 16km route march...

2009-11-26T02:05:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back today... haha... super tired... as yesterday i route march for 5hrs... 16km... got to thank to frederick, jian ping, marcus and noel... they help me back the last 2km... i was going to faint le and fall down le they keep motivated me and carry me back and held me back up everytime i almost faint...

I really proud of them and myself for completing it... but i was wondering what will happen on 24km then? -.- dam... today got discovery center visit... dam boring and on the way there... the bus super stuffy... fking hot... haiz...

Tml going to fix my desktop if not no com play le la... keep borrow from chonglin... abit buay pai seh meh? lolz... k la thats all i go rest le...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Back from camp...

2009-11-22T06:14:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back from camp... back from 12km route march... this week abit shacke... haiz... very tiring... my ippt test not bad... 12 point... but still get scold by PC and he even say how the fk i run my 2.4km last time with a timing of 21min... i really did my best... if u think that my best is not my best then are u the one who know my body best?

I really hate my pc now... haiz... not able to fix my com also haiz... next week book out wednesday... trying to get my com fix in time then... haiz... hopefully...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Happy birthday~

2009-11-08T13:22:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Tired... never slept much... and headache... yesterday RT after that book out at 10:30am then reach home around 12... then meet wee yew 4:30 but i late T_T... then saw jonathan on the bus so we went tgt... then meet with kenny, gilvin, wei kit and marcus... then we go tgt to the hotel where kun long is lo...

Guess what... we take bus to kenny house and we take taxi go -.-... lame sia... then reach there... scenery not bad worx... no picture sorry... :P... then eat eat eat... i eat 1 plate appetiser, 2 plate meat and 1 plate of desert... they all lamer sia... say i eat 7 or 8 plate liao when sergeant zhi zhong , sergeant alan and sir reach -.-...

Cut cake la... etc la... wei kit play with cake -.-... and the cake horx... wa... new design... top part shift out of the cake... cos kun long friend drive fast fast ma... lolz... o ya... wilson, fredrick, benjamin and welan also got go... after that welan, gilvin and jonathan go off first and we go over to boat quark... drink la~ lolz...

Btw yesterday is the first night i never ask people out ppl ask me out -.-... if i never go drink with them hor... i dunno who to go out with lo... 3 person ask me at the same time... -.-... drink 2 bottle of martell with sir, kun long, sergeant alan, sergeant zhi zhong, benjamin, adrian, kenny, wei kit, marcus and wee yew... fredrick and wilson never drink as they are driving us back later...

We get 1 jug free worx... due to kenny mouth... pro... lolz... $380 lolz... then after that went to geylang eat abit things... after that i take wilson car back... he drive sergeant zhi zhong too... to clementi... and kenny say sergeant zhi zhong live at toa payoh area -.-... so far away pls? lolz... then he drive me back and take sle back home... thanks wilson...

Next week got chloe bday celebration -.-... they push back next week dunno why... for me? lolz just kiddling... freaking poor now... haiz... later going back camp le... so sian... but left 4 more weeks... what can i do?... i dunno anything... i am just a recruit...

Ciao Ciao!!!

I LOVE K!!!

2009-11-01T09:58:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Now resting at home... later need go causeway do something lo... haiz... today so bored... came back from friday after a football match at jalan besar stadium... the team sux? lolz... i hate soccer... and FYI... i dun have sit test thats why i need to go... haiz... alot company got go too... after that went back on bus with wee yew then change bus at yishun...

Back home at 12am... after that use com awhile then sleep le... meet wee yew at 10:45 at yishun after that went to bugis and meet wei kit, welan, kenny, marcus... sing K!!! hahaha... welan never sing de -.-... wee yew ROCKS!!! lolz... pk with wei kit a few rounds... marcus be judge? o.O... he say we both sux... i think he sux more -.-... lolz...

Was fun la the whole session... welan go off first then wee yew around 4... after that went to iluma... then get trap there... then they ran in rain over to another building back to bugis junction too bad... i dun wan to ran in rain... so i stay at iluma alone lo... then see see... saw a handphone i wanna buy... Satio... not bad worx... good design and light weight but the only thing is that dun have keypad so i was wondering if i wanna change to it... silver design rocks...

It is selling at $1068... hmmm.... let me think first ba... after that i go play arcade till 8+ for rain to stop then i went to bugis junction and eat kfc ALONE!!! lolz... lonely kid la me haha... 2 piece chicken with whipped potato and cheese fries... haha... then went back home le lo... then i am here now blogging... k la thats all la...

Ciao Ciao!!!

范玮琪-傻的可以

2009-10-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

范玮琪-傻的可以
作词:林建良
作曲:宋念宇
编曲:宋念宇
监制:陈伟

天气放晴了心为何还如此骚动
没有人经过我却以为你在喊我
原来都只是个美梦醒来头痛

曾经你爱我爱的那么卿卿我我
如今只剩我一个人看爱情小说
我自己傻傻坐在这没有角色

我真傻得可以在你的世界里
困住自己也毫不犹豫
把理智都忘记小情话最动听
什么年纪还傻的可以

Ah... i forgot to post last week...

2009-10-24T14:05:00.005+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Ok lets see... sorry for not updating last week... dunno why also... haha... last week is my field camp... i had lots of fun with it... i write a essay for it too :P... i lazy to type out what happen ma so i copy paste la hor :P... sergeant order to write one -.-... 400 words...

{My Defining Moment of BMT}

It has being so long since my enlistment day, from 16 june till now, october 18 it's just nice 4 month. Didn't realise that i had being in national service for 4 months already, from a boy to a man trip, i learn alot of thing, and yes i learn much more from the defining moments i had in BMT which is last week, the field camp week.

From learning what basics outfield training we had our IFC, before our real field camp start, from what i had learn, contact from left, right, back, tectical movement and hand signal. The journey is shacke, have not even gone to field camp, IFC already let us taste the medicine of pain.

From the field camp, we shacke through pains and tears, there is a numberous of time that i fall out, but in the end i stood back up to withstand myself and go for the goal. Building a tent requires strengths, teamwork and coordination. Although we did not meet the timing but we tried our best to get everything done before rains come or night falls.

Sleeping in an outfield environment may seems to be tough, mosquito bites, insects bite, but all this are what makes it an environment crisis when it comes to war and you had no choice but to stick with it. Training in outfield is hot and you have alot of crisis to face, like no water to bath, as water is precious and it is not allow to use to bath.

Getting heat exhaustion is a regular thing in outfield, although i did not get it but this is what you will face if you really are in a war, everything is unexpected. Tearing down the tent and run off to another location as enemy has find out our place of hiding and get a run off.

Digging a shell scrap is a hell to me, i hate it, as i am having a back injury. I cannot give in my best and i almost never completed it but i completed it due to helps from friend, field camp lets us see who is selfish and selfless, it makes you see the true face of others. When everyone is done and yours is not done and who is there to help you out.

When you faint, and who is the first to come over and ask whether you are ok or anything. Those who helped you out if you are in need and those who will step over you if you are in the way. There is pros and cons in the field camp. This is my defining moments of BMT as it allow me to see the fact of everything.

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When the fourth day comes... at night after we eat dinner, we cook maggie mee haha... then what happen?... wild boar attack... 2m long with full thurst... how am i going to sleep soundly? in the end sergeant all all round defence us... the wild boar attack platoon 3... heng not my platoon ah... as we are outside at the open area listening to PC talking haha...

The fifth day is the GBC test le... first is contact left... after that contact back... after that crossing hasting area... after that contact right so must all move to same lane but we didn't... after that crossing Y junction and then is the last one... ARTI area... i should have let myself be the IC... everything is chocke up with aaron being IC...

Then book out on saturday and then come back home and then meet willie for a movie... watched imagine that... not bad... very funny... entertaining... had coffee bean and then eat mos burger after the movie... then i go home le...

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This week is urban orbs haha... fighting between platoon and commanders... eeeeeeee... faker... they cheat de... keep respawning de... and then what? i shoot them and they say they shoot me first and i die? WTF?!?... not fun de... then after that sleep at one of the building... haha... sleeping order... kun long, kenny, wei kit and me haha... after that is test again on friday... OMG!?! i make a few mistake... never squat down for cover and never aim blind spot...

The thing is that there is no cover there as it is open area... in the end is take cover by squating for cover using the wall... haiz... then the aim blind spot is becos last burst on the last enemy i tot no need aim le i go to 1 side for 2nd man to shoot all finish so i never aim... my fault la... but it was fun though... as i team with wei kit and kenny...

Get scolding by PC... he say i talk rude to him... but i didn't but just replying him normally... maybe to him i am rude ba... wei kit also say i never rude but just maybe i reply make him piss off ba... saying the line between recruit and commanders... i understand what it means... maybe it is a thin line for me and i keep drawing and keep draw over the line... why not i try darken the thin line and continue drawing with what i have being doing... maybe it works better...

Not really into mood for anything haiz...

Ciao Ciao!!!

FIELD CAMP!!!

2009-10-11T02:44:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Next week is FIELD CAMP!!!... today gone out with kenny, wei kit, marcus, kun long, benjamin, jian ping, fredrick and wee yew... gone to shop around and eat... kenny say what ion got sakae... i walk ion so long never see sakae be4... i walk for 4 months le still dare say have -.- then we go eat soeul garden at takashimaya... all whack ah...

Kun long and marcus never go... so 7 ppl eat lo haha... $212.90 lolz... all whack ah!!! field camp coming le... very nervous... as my status haven clear... still haven buy sandpaper... dunno what i need to buy lo... tml i go shop for awhile be4 going back to camp then... hope i can get out of there alive...

Ciao Ciao!!!

back from camp...

2009-10-02T19:46:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back from camp... had a 2 week attend B, excuse heavy load, excuse RMJ... lolz... not on purpose... hurt my back last week IST... take excuse heavy load for monday till thursday then still pain so see on thursday again for X ray... and i get 2 week excuse -.-... last till my field camp dam... hope i can clear next week if my back feels ok next week...

So i back on friday as... i got excuse so skip tml RT but postpone it la... haha... no money to go out too... k la thats all le lo... mood super down...

Ciao Ciao!!!

歌曲: 你为什么说谎
歌手: 丁当
专辑: 夜猫
作曲: 刘沁
填词: 刘沁黄婷
编曲: 阿滚(动静音乐)
监制: 马毓芬

这次我走开再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔强
可是我知道你你为什么说谎

你说你还在一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂

你不必解释你为什么说谎
你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失爱
而我的泪怎么就流下来

说你不爱我

2009-09-27T02:42:00.003+08:00

下雨了整个城市都哭了
我们应该说再见
还是不说不是吗
还记得从前你多爱我
回忆那么重让我不能动
所以我等你开口

说你不爱我我才可以往前走
第六感告诉我你渴望的是自由
就让泪慢慢的流就让心放肆的痛
雨后一分钟好孤单的天空

说你不爱我我不要别的理由
如果你还不说我会恨自己软弱
宁愿吹酸酸的风宁愿要破碎的梦
也不要听见我们永远是朋友

dalala da oh la....
几秒钟一次完美的分手
可是为什么双眼会那么红
忘了吗在日历翻了又翻之后
你会记得吗大雨那一天
我还在等你开口
说你不爱我

Romance show stills my favourite...

2009-09-27T02:14:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back from a movie at cineleisure... just now gone out and find wei kit, kun long, marcus and kenny... went to a restaurant for high tea buffet... eat dam alot lo... seems like my appetite become small lolz... after that went arcade awhile and wei kit play DDR and kun long play maximum tune... haiz... then after that all went off...

Then i went to cathay to check timing then inform willie to go cineleisure... meet him at somerset and walk over and we decided to watch the show i choose haha "the time traveler wife" i like the show super alot... saw the trailer then fall in love with it haha... then be4 that we eat at cineleisure... then after that went to 9th floor chit chat awhile lo then arcade but never play...

Then after that went home lo... on the way home bought drink to drink and bring 1 to chonglin and i went his house to chit chat lo... so bored... then after that saw him lost 1 match... dam noob la... play dota lose... pui... :P... haha then now blogging here lo... sleeping soon... cya...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Back to army days...

2009-09-26T13:04:00.001+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back to camp... move back to section 4 le... as last time commander use lvl 4 so i shift to section 2 lolz... and whats new? i am officially drop out of plu circle? thats the decision i make... nothing much la... hopefully i can do well myself ba... cya...

Ciao Ciao!!!

pub pub pub...

2009-09-20T11:32:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yesterday organise a gathering of friends at pub haha... cos i intend to stop my going to pub le... staying away from the circle... my last time being there... for real this time... who was there? lolz... toshi, greg, vince, han, willie, carter, wayne, johnny, billy, ray, ray friend...

Was fun, but my mood is at the lowest yesterday... and at a point i was shedding tears... heng no1 see ba... intending to leave be4 everyone... but toshi just arrive not long... so... dun feel like leaving early and stay longer as it is my last time being there... sing a few song though... our story by tension... 熟能生巧 by 林俊杰... only 2 song haha...

Then went to maxwell eat... then han drive us back... then we stop at chongpang for nasi lemak... then he send me home first then i went home sleep le haha so tired... and wake up and now here blogging...

Ciao Ciao!!!

也许你做的任何一些小动作我都会注意，而就是因为这样我才会在意你做的一切...

yawnz....

2009-09-19T01:10:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back from a trip to orchard... yesterday went to causeway point to watch gamer with chonglin... hello? the cashier ask for my ic... -.-... fk him... then after that we go see... not bad lei... but time abit rush... heng never miss abit of the show... then after that eat abit of bread and i bought sushi haha...

Then today mahjong at home... after that went over to orchard to find steve and benjamin for movie... the ugly truth... its hilarious i like this show alot... love show ma :P... then after that went to eat burger king... after that find toshi and steve and benjamin went to pub... then toshi and bryan bought a LV scarf -.- i think is $600? -.- not bad worx... red color de... i like...

Then after that eat gustimmo... i pay all 4 flavour money la :P... cos they eat just now le... then they help me eat... wa si toshi... intro me white wine, what brownie de, cherry and milk... i choose 1 more is cream cheese, omg i tell u... only cream cheese edible sia... :P... haha blame toshi for intro me :P... then now back home lo... and cl here with me... dunno if wan go tt lo :P...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Back from KL!!!!

2009-09-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Just back from KL trip... gone with kun long and kenny haha... it is a very fun trip... i total spent around $120 only... not including bus and hotel yet... so... if together = $380? lolz... lets start elaborating the trip...

Gone to pub on saturday with willie, bryan, toshi, tony and greg... had fun there and then take night rider back... then on sunday never go out and wai ting, chonglin and eugene come over to play mahjong... win alittle then i go off to wai ting house to slack... then around 10 leave go over to kenny house....

Then cab over to golden mile with kenny in the morning... change $100 only... then take bus (first class transtar) to Kl... not bad la... watch 海角七号 on the bus... play a few game... after reaching kl we cab to hotel... actually not far and we pay 15 dollar -.-... should have lower it... then we check in and we should not have 3 person gone check in as we can share the room...

In the end add 1 more bed... $160 for 2 night... total $735 for the hotel with tax etc... then they say ask us wait awhile and give us welcome drink for waiting... orange juice... -.-... then go up... slack awhile then after that 6pm go to sungei wang and berjaya time square etc etc... we eat secret recipe... total 94 dollar if i am not wrong... lolz...

Before leaving time square we went inside hush puppies and i saw a free bag if buy over 350rm... then i like it alot then i tell them lolz... then we start buying 350rm in 10mins time... lolz... as store is closing... :P... but dun have the colour i wan T_T... nvm la... the bag is nice and worth 150rm+ also... bought myself 2 shirt... 1 polo and 1 normal shirt...

After that rest in hotel as tml we go klcc... went to KLCC on day 2... kenny almost bought a belt again haha... at 1550rm... :P... kun long bought a A|X belt at 340rm... and kenny buy alot stuff also la... then after that went back to hotel rest awhile then went to mid valley... we go everywhere is cab here and there de ok lolz...

We had A&W for day 2 lunch and kenny like the doll given at 45rm for free then we start buying lunch for 45rm -.-... lolz... buy the colour not available also hahahaha!!! then we had little taiwan for dinner... 99dollar lolz... kenny say what who guess nearest no need pay in the end i guess so near... but off cos i pay la :P...

Day 3 which is today we went to sungei wang again... then we eat kim gary... i eat dam alot... spented 43 dollar just me alone... they 20+, 31 only... lolz... :P....also 90+ this meal haha... then we went back on (transtar solitaire) even more high class -.-... but all the show and game same same de... after that went home le lo... then i now here blogging...

Thats all for me ba... photo will be on facebook soon :P...

Ciao Ciao!!!

a new me, a new life, a new revolution...

2009-09-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

Starting a new me, a new life and a new revolution...
From now on, i live a life that is rightfully me, i should not live for the sake for others, i should change for myself, not for others anymore...
The same old answer from everyone, i tired of it already...

Being single, go out on my own, take photo i like, look at the scenery i like, sit by the sea like i always wanted to, staying from the circle, stick to myself is better to stick with someone, seeing myself get hurt then hurting someone...

How i wish i can live the way like others, envy them, jealous of them...
Liking rich people is not my kind, liking popular people is not my way, liking people with no reason is my feeling...

很久以前，有一个人一直相像自己是一个天使，帮助他人造福人群，他很快乐，当他为人们付出了那么多的努力与贡献，人们却没看到，天使堕落凡间，变成了人，那个时候他才发现，其实...他从来都没快乐过，也没得到过，也不会有过...

back to original line...

2009-09-12T18:21:00.000+08:00

For such a long time, i finally tired out... finding it is seems so hard... looking back from how far have i go, i am back at the starting point, from the start i try to make it go in 1 direction... why not i let it go with flow... what ever comes come, what ever gones gone... no point force it your way, it wont have a happy ending... let it be, wish for it, hope that you will get it ba...

Gambateh alan...

我一直以来都是一个人...

BLOCKED LEAVE!!!

2009-09-12T13:44:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back from camp yesterday... today start of blocked leave... going back next next monday haha... going KL soon i think :P... maybe only ba... today haven go out haha... so boring... being thinking thinking thinking alot of stuff... cried over some stuff too... yesterday my mood is like the lowest in my whole life... always think negatively... always being me... maybe its time to change...

Being single doesn't mean bad right? lolz... maybe i should have told myself so in the beginning as love is not a suitable for me at all... or maybe... or maybe~ i should have told myself, give up... no1 will wan u... i dun even worth being loved...

Ciao Ciao!!!

为何我会爱上了不会爱回我的人...

used to it...

2009-09-06T08:54:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Just wake up... i disfigured myself -.- squeeze pimple till skin tare... dunno if spell correct :P... friday came back from army open house at jurong... stay for 1 hour++ then go back to camp again... then out on saturday morning 10am... went back home... take a bath and book a cab and rush to ICA building... DAMMIT... not enough time to reach and plus... traffic jam... then = waste 25 dollar to cab over to bugis... fk sia... then steve came over and we had some bite...

I eat kfc with him... but be4 he came i grabbed myself some bites like kong ba bao, old chang kee sardine/chicken mushroom 'O... haha i love them :P... after that went for a movie... The Proposal... i love it very much... although the ending is expected one... but i still love this kind of show... maybe thats me... love those fairytale like story that will never ever happen in real life... then he went home as tml got work and i go pub find bryan...

Saw lawrence and thomas... actually wanted to go talk to thomas but then nvm ba -.-... i just dun dare to approach... after that went home...

Ciao Ciao!!!

是我想太多，全都这样说，或许我没有，人来心疼我...

lalala...

2009-08-30T11:51:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yesterday gone to meet kelvin and he was late... like 1 hour or so -.-... saw bob, arist and malcolm at PS haha... then i go over to marina square with kelvin... had my lunch "laksa"... :P... then walk around after that go over to sim lim square as kelvin need buy something... after that i went off first to find steve at vivo... had superdog... teriyaki chicken dog... not bad... first time eating super dog... never disappoint me... after that chit chat around...

Went to the outside of vivo and guess what? chen wei lian was there singing... haha... live show for me haha :P... then after that we went to went to chinatown and eat something... had 20 piece nuggets... thomas and da jie came... after that me and steve go pub... saw bob again lolz... never go in as alot ppl left le... dam :P... after that went to eat prata... i never eat la... then after that walk to central and take cab home... i dun even rmb how much i pay lolz...

Left 110+ in bank... haiz... spending money like water again... think it is best i go back to my old way of living...

从头到尾我都是这样的过, 一直活在我的梦幻里, 一直不面对现实, 我问过我自己, 为什么就不给自己一个机会, 让我从新活一次. 原来我终于明白人生无常, 现实总是残酷的, 良药苦口. 爱一个人需要理由, 那很对不起, 因为我给不了你一个答应, 我问过我自己, 那是爱吗? 不懂的怎么回答我自己. 自欺欺人, 我从来不检讨我自己, 我好想离开这不属于我的地方, 我就是这样, 注定和你不一样. 好响亮的巴掌一掌一掌的落下, 让我从梦里清醒, 我明白了, 我要做回我自己.

Ciao Ciao!!!

yawnz...

2009-08-29T07:31:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Going to make passport later so that i can use it to go oversea during my blocked leave... with kenny and kun long haha... i find out i spend alot of money recently... should save some le... my money spend is like water lo... haiz... yesterday go back home with wee yew... we go tampines 1 to eat and shop around... got a few shops interest me... haha... off course is soft toy... :P... eat duck rice $6... quite expensive though... then take bus home and slack at home... play mahjong, play com... super boring de...

Today going to meet friend later and steve haha... hope i wont die from boredness be4 that :P...

Ciao Ciao!!!

tired with life...

2009-08-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Just back from tekong camp... going back in 44mins time... craps... got RT... haiz... back tml afternoon haha... nothing much going on lo... had my live range this week... score 26/32... marksman just nice haha... but kinda disappointed as 3 shot is IA... which is faulty thingy happen... it is a 1 cord 1 shot thingy... haiz...

I really think alot this few days... maybe i am really childish, arrogant and spoiled... i tried my best to be the best for everyone... i did drawn a line clearly for everything... did i regret? yes alot... i still loving those which i should have forgotten... maybe they are hating me now, maybe they had already forgotten me, but i wanted to tell them... i will always be here... i did not intend to say that i am innocent, and not at fault at all, but what can i do now is that i am sorry if i have make the wrong choices...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Feeling low, doesn't wanna believe in anything right now...

2009-08-23T10:58:00.001+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Everything comes and gone, whats urs is urs, just going with the flow...
Everything has to be gone 1 day, for once i really believe it is true...

Wake up not long, going back to tekong very soon... yesterday went over to kenny house and play mahjong, win $93 from benjamin, adrian and kenny... -.- then kun long came and he pick them up and gone... i take bus alone T_T... as i going elsewhere, take bus and change bus... go to parkway parade and find steve and eat fried kway tiao, okok only... too sweet and watery... then eat mee rebus... not bad... very big plate and is $3.70... if girls eat can 2 person share a bowl haha...

Then walk around and then go over to pub... not much people there... then went off and sent steve off to bus stop, after that feeling very very low then i go cineleisure alone and ask thomas and da jie if they wanna come over and they come over for movie and we watch GI joe... OMG!?! GI joe makes me sleep... yawnz... first time i sleep in movie... kan ni na... nvm... then be4 movie we eat xin wang lo... i eat super alot... haha $19 gone :P... $10 for ez link, $4 for drink, and $10 for movie...

Ciao Ciao!!!

命中注定的事情从来改不了，有可能我是真的不适合得到...

我只不过是个单行者...

2009-08-16T13:02:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Everything in life is not expected... everything is not perfect...

Just back from lan... friday book out went home rest then go back in again... i take wrong bus in the end 40min then realise... -.- heng never miss the 10:30pm ferry... go back in they give me the WTF?!? reaction cos i on the light then i also very piss off i told them i will lights off at the VERY late timing as given by sergeant... but i off early also la... not like i purposely... but they did that to me is like wtf lo...

Yesterday meet steve and go carls juniour for dinner... then go pub... after that go see UP 3D at cineleisure then go back home after that... i thought i cannot go back home as i dun have key but i realise something after that haha... then today went lan and dota... then now back and in 1 hour + time gtg back to pasir ris agian... yawnz...

Ciao Ciao!!!

郑中基-答应不爱你

曲:金大洲词:孙艺

明明爱很清晰却又接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰却要接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底

说好要忘记偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

GOsh... eat eat eat!!!

2009-08-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Just back from polyclinic with no mc... doc ask me if i wan but i dun wan haha... get some pills and came back... going back in to tekong soon... in 2 hours time i need bath le... doc refer me to specialist :P... appointment haven confirm yet though... sunday went out to ion ochard and shop shop, with chonglin, eugene and gavin... then they eat LJS and i eat kfc 2 piece haha... went to find wai ting and aaron came... after awhile chonglin, eugene, gavin and aaron go see movie at yishun but i stay with wai ting to shop shop around with his poly friend...

Then we went to eat subway but i buy cookies eat only... then shop far east... and i bought another small winnie the pooh... later then take photo of him haha... $6 only ok... haha... then went to park lane and play pool and arcade and then go back home... sent wai ting back home then i walk back home le... yesterday went out with toshi to ion ochard again haha... here is the exciting part... i eat like mad wahahaha... here is the list of things i eat...

2 Takoyaki, 2 Taiyaki (Bacon&Egg, German Potato), 1 Pork Belly/Shrimp/Pork Skewer, Mac Oriental Spicy Chicken, Mos Coquertte Burger, Gusttimo Fruit Ice Cream (Lemon, Green Apple and Mixed Fruit), Mini Cream Bread, CreamCheese Bread With Black Seasame, Mini Pancake, Peppermint Oreo BubbleTea With Mini Pearl, Grapetiser.

Thats all i eat yesterday i think... hmmm within 6 hour haha... today had 2 piece chicken at KFC again... :P... go back sure gain 1kg de... nvm la... left 1 RT own...1 more lo... i dun even wan to lose weight de lo... and get to know a new friend call steve, then go pub find toshi and bryan with steve... after that went home le... now posting here... soon going to bath and go tekong le!!! sad sia... 8 weeks has past... left 18 more weeks... 6 more weeks till block leave... Going to make new passport soon if kenny and kun long plan to go kl...

Ciao Ciao!!!

haha 2 week post again...

2009-08-09T12:17:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Lets talk about what happen 2 weeks ago? i get attend C again and went back home and slack lo... then go back in again... boring la camp... then saturday came back and went out to sing K with chonglin, eugene, kok leng and gavin... at marsiling old cc or cc? i dunno haha... 8 dollar for 5 hour :P then go back home and they all come my house and play mahjong... and i won $12 i think... then i go back camp le... then came out yesterday....

Yesterday got alot plan de... go out with kenny and kun long OR meet thomas for movie OR meet toshi go pub OR play mahjong at chonglin house... then in the end kun long one cancel, thomas never confirm, dun feel like staying in woodland, so go pub... then reach le never sing song, play pool awhile then go out chat with thomas as he come find me... then go back in, chonglin keep rush me for mahjong, then i tot they 3 player only i cab home with toshi, in the end i reach there got 4 player already...

I was like WTF?!? my $20 just for cab, ccb la... and be4 taking cab we eat at coffee shop, i never eat la... i think i no mood ba... when in pub i keep staring off into space lolz... haiz... dunno what has gotten into me... no mood for alot of things sia... in camp i dream of some1... i think i still cant get over that person... lets hope time wash away it... i really do hope there is hope... but i doubt i will happen to me... for once i really believe in love, but for now... make me believe it again once more will u?

Ciao Ciao!!!

Pang Seh!!!

2009-07-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Meet kenny at tampines at 3.30pm... in the end see him there at 4.10pm... and he keep blame me for not giving him extra time... cos he dun have time to change handphone and get extra card and ring and etc etc -.-... like i got time to prepare... i only got 15min and he got 2 hour pls... then call kun long and he say around 4+ free... then we go walk Ion orchard... woot nice place... first went to LV... in the end kenny never get anything there... as the belt dun have his size... last hole fit but abit tight so i tell him dun buy... waste money only... then walk takashimaya and then walk paragon...

He go for that idiot craziest toy sale -.-... in the end what happen u all know? kun long never came we call at 8pm and he say later reach... in the end send message cannot come... FYI!!! i haven had my lunch and i wait for this 2 KL!!! so that i can have my lunch... then nvm... kun long not coming... then kenny say he want go home eat the what zhu chao... fk -.- then my dinner lei? fk sia... nvm lo... sent him off... bo bian what can i do? call my god lao pa lo... he say can come... then i go shop ion and wisma... bought myself a hoodie at springfield... at $99...

Then walk to cineleisure... call lao pa... in the end say cannot come... cos his mom lost key... then what can i do? nothing lo... go home alone lo... hungry lo... get back call aaron wait for him at admiralty and eat mac... dun say me eat mac then wtf wtf hor... look at the time it is 12am... for god sake i haven even eat my lunch... ccb... then aaron sent me home and we watch zhong ji san guo last week and this week episode... then he go home le... then today slack at home... i really hate friend pang seh me... if cannot just say cannot pls...

Ciao Ciao!!!

wow 2 weeks i never blog le

2009-07-25T07:58:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Lolz... almost 2 week never post le... last week nothing much ba in camp... then today just came back... last week i go watch movie wai ting... guess what movie? harry potter off course... nice show haha... we went out in the afternoon 1+ i think and reach causeway point find aaron... then after awhile we went to orchard... we went to shop around and then went to cineleisure and then buy movie ticket... and wtf?!? only night show then nvm lo we watch the mid night show haha... 12:20am :P... hahaha... then 3~12pm is like 9 hours of shopping and eating wahahahaha....

First we went to eat xin wang... eat till almost 40 i think... then we went to shop around... bought a few stuff... and then shop till 9+ then we go back cineleisure and then we go eat sushi... hahaha.... eat till almost show start lo... and wtf?!? when the show is about to start we go counter pay money... and got quite a queue and u know what happen? machine spoilt... i was like... WTF?!? gonna miss the starting... heng ah... :P

Then night rider home then go sleep le... then next day play com and then book in liao... go in i get att B for slight fever again -.- and on thursday same thing happen but i insist on not going and half an hour my temperature really drop... haha... friday went to see PC about some stuff and in the end went to OO... seems like my stress level is overshoot already huh? lolz... i just wearing a mask all the times... why do people want to force to see my inner face? they keep pushing over my limit... are they forcing me? i dunno... i really dunno what to do anymore...

Ciao Ciao!!!

算了...

2009-07-15T15:47:00.002+08:00

我曾问我自己，我到底要的是什么，当爱情离开时，我失去了方向...
爱情就一个指南针，指引你去你想要去的地方，爱情离开的时候，电池也用完了...
我累了，累得我想一觉不醒，可又不舍得这里的一切，矛盾不宜...
我的眼泪又不禁流下了，对发生在我身上的一切，我没曾后悔过...
我不怪他人，因为错的是我，因为从头至尾，我可曾想过我是一厢情愿...

我把我自己挂的高高在上的，从未曾想过看清自己走过的足迹...
我所面对的可曾是现实，因为我会在虚幻界里，不曾去看透一切...
我的勇气哪儿去了？我的坚强呢？我无法面对...
勉强得不来，要懂得耐心，真可惜这不是我的性格...
你们看透的我真正内心的性格吗？没人懂，也没有人会想懂....

我不想找，我不想要，我不原谅的是我自己，我还是过不了自己..

depression...

2009-07-12T19:24:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Actually i was wondering if i am having depression... most of the time i do feel that way.... when i am having my fever at 39.7... i cried... and thinking of the thought " i dun wan to die, i got so much that i haven fulfil"... went out to eat pasta mania at causeway point... saw glenn, bao ying, bao hui and owen... and aaron with xinyi at food court... after that we go back and chit chat at 768 after that they come my house...

Chonglin and eugene came too, played mahjong and card... in the end i win 6 dollar... lolz... strange wait... i win 5 from aaron, 1 dollar from chonglin and 7 from wai ting... i lost how much in card ah? i dun remember i lost that much... dam i think i get cheat money liao... dam them... lolz... my mom ask them " you all not scare u all get h1n1 from alan ah? if he kenna", all reply not scare sia -.-... lolz... thats what i call my BFF man... haha

Today stick home lo... i never call company today and yesterday sia... no1 pick up de... dunno why...

Ciao Ciao!!!

yawnz...

2009-07-09T09:17:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Now stuck at home with a fever... 7 days mc sia -.-... actually got RT this week... as i gain 200g... cos i eat carls junior, 10 piece nugget, yoshinoya and crispy potato mix... haiz... so bored la... raining this few days... no much training, ac very tiring... haiz... so boring... playing with my new handphone... Xperia, X1, haha... $570... i not rich... just that i know when to pampered myself...

Ciao Ciao!!!

yawnzzz...

2009-07-04T13:03:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back from army... yesterday came back at 10... and then i bath and gone out... super rush... and go yio chu kang and kun long pick me up... marcus there too... then we go fetch kenny... then we go over to changi village... nothing to eat there then we go east coast... carl's junior... i eat the criss swiss chicken... and marcus had the super start with cheese and kun long had the bacon norma one... all big one ok... haha... Kenny never had anything...

Then after that he send me home first then i go back home and sleep le... later going out again... lets see what i can recall from tuesday... transformer 2 is DAM DAM DAM good... a must watch show... the whole show is in climax... then i book in... and realise i forgot to bring my sport shoe... almost get RT cos of that -.-...

Then that day never had any dinner... dunno why i go back weight i lose 1.4kg... woot... heng ah... if not i get RT already... then alot of area cleaning... alot of vomitting too -.-... i think i push myself too hard... thats all for me ba...

也许我没资格，也许我没条件, 可是我曾经努力过...
突然发现在我心上多了很多裂痕, 原来自己的造化这么的狼狈不堪...

Ciao Ciao

stress...

2009-06-30T11:20:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yesterday went out in the afternoon to find toshi... and meet han... then we go far east eat... i never eat la... then walk walk... then eat japanese desert... omg... i first time never eat finish my food... but in the end sit there eat till finish... take 1hr+ haha... then send them off to mrt and i shop alone at orchard... then wait for lawrence...

Watched taking of pelham 123... not bad... then had dinner then he go off le... i go find wai ting at city hall and then we went home tgt...

And now going to causeway point soon to find wai ting after his driving lesson and we watch transformer haha... k la... booking in at 6pm... wan find me call me ^^

Ciao Ciao!!!

P.S: your may find me funny, cheerful... all i do was putting up a mask... this life is suffocating me... under the mask is something ur unimaginable...

2009-06-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Finally back from tekong... very tiring... very siong also the training... bum mate relationship hmmm not that good... they just dun like that way i are... ok lets recap...

Day 1:
Came on tuesday with dad to pasir ris MRT, dad went home after i went up for my bus , saw elvin, but me and him different company. Then call toshi for chit chat, so lonely to come alone, should have call friends to come along. Reach tekong, the journey is actually still ok ok feeling. Take my height and weight again, 167cm and 107kg, with clothes on off course, and i recieve my new IC, green one -.-.

It is quite boring, the good here is also ok only. After that we went and get army item, super alot, super heavy, get to know a few friends. When seperate into platoon, i get into platoon 3, it is at level 4, need carry like total 4-kg and above of stuff, crazy lo. Alot of item got problem also, example pants they give me 47, crazy, i am only 42, i only need 44, and my boots from 10 change to 10.5. Bath very late and sleep at 10:30pm and wake up at 5am.

Day 2:
On wednesday, very tiring and boring, lesson very bored, food keep appearing chicken, eat till sian. March la, etc la, ery sian. Fire drill even worse, do 3 times, other platoon got error, never close fan la, never close door la. My platoon change again on Day 2, from Platoon 3(section 2) to Platoon 2(section 4), change to 3rd floor. Sleep at 11pm and wake up at 4:30am. Hope tomorrow will be better.

Day 3:
Writing this today journal on monday which is Day 7, cannot really recall what happen on thursday to friday. I am the parate state 3IC, duty is to check how many people are there in my platoon everyday. 6 more days to book out, really missing alot of people, remember a lot of happy moments and sad moments. My section is great, glad to know them, noel, tarmizi, jonathan, gilvin, wei kit, kenny, marcus, welan and kun long.Just remember what happen on Day 3, nothing much, 2 borng talk.

Day 4:
Today which is friday is lame also, a talk and then march. Lets talk about saturday.

Day 5:
Saturday is quite a fun day, actually saturday should be a "light day", but it is still heavy. Very tiring though, and had a test suddenly, so sudden, heng all i know how to answer. Get scolded though but all is very rush.

Day 6:
Sunday is hell of a day, thought can get some rest on sunday, but it is like WTF!?! If i am rich, i sure sue them. Totally unfair, if some people just cant do, do not force them, 100 jumping jacks, 20 push up and 20 crunches on fucking hot floor, like touching a boiled kettle. I miss my carefree day, and i miss my everything.

Day 7:
Monday morning started foot drill, very tiring, i get aberation already, and a bruise at my foot big toe. Then at 2pm~3:15pm is free time for me, so i writing this. Back from training, went to walk stadiums tracks for 4 rounds then dinner then back le.

Day 8:
If not wrong today is all area cleaning and some excercise, got 2 time StandBy Bed at night, super tough, very rush, get alot of scolding from platoon commander, then 39 ppl bath from 9:30~10pm so rush lo, only got 8 cubicle, super rush... super tired.

Day 9:
Yesterday no swimming, then get slacked, call wai ting, mom, toshi and elvin for a chat, not much things to do. Then just slack around and wei kit keep disturbing me.

Day 10:
Yesterday no aqua jogging, almost every event cancel, and alot of area cleaning lo, super sian, then today i fall sick, had a high fever and go see MO around 7+ and reach back bum at 9:45, idiot lo so many people at MO, got cough, fever, headache and vomitting.

Day 11:
Had my attend B tag, so only light duties, gone to ac, but i sleep at chair there, cause the medicine cause me drowsiness, then that day nothing much to do also, all area cleaning lo.

Day 12:
Having drowsiness from my medicine and sleep at bum, actually cannot sleep, but i sleep, then get the whole bum punished, sorry for that bum buddies, but i really very drowsy... then after that area cleaning, around evening, kenny look pale, i ask him to go take temperature but he dun wan, i know he dun wan cause us any trouble but he not doing himself good.

So i report to sergeant zhi zhong and get 4 thermometer slip for him as his thermometer lost, then he take and it is 37.8, i knew it de, then wei kit send him off, and he come back with a degree of 37 and nothing happen, and i feel so strange about it and i touch his head again and it is hot, and i insist he take again and he had at 38.4, and he admit he drink cold water when seeing MO.

I really dunno what he is thinking and i insist on sending him off to MO myself, but that MO dun let me wait outside, then i go back then wait for him he see MO so long, then come back with so many medicine, after that take le sleep, and he book out early tomorrow morning.

Dat 13:
Today is the book out day, morning got ac, walk 4 rounds in stadium again, pushed myself really really hard, but why cant others just accept that i really pushing myself really hard, they keep finding faults at me. Sergeannt say got what game session today, but then the only thing happen is they paly soccer while we sit at bum do nothing.

Then noel, juke, roy and i play soccer haha, sweat alot haha, then we clean bum at got Standby Area be4 book out, then after that take cab home with jonathan and kai, since they live at woodland haha, never go eat steamboat as i scare i gain weight, go in camp sure die, and then i read manga lo, doing alot of things la... miss my mom cooking, and the water at home, feel like a heaven haha... thats all for today... those days without anything i enxt time update i cant remember got what...

Ciao Ciao!!!

忘记

2009-06-16T03:11:00.001+08:00

今晚你决定跟我说了分手
我一时不知道要怎么回应
自然而然起了想死的念头
朋友却劝解我别那么的傻

我不知道你什么吸引了我
为什么会想放弃我的生命
没有了你我该怎么活下去
原来我发现我不能没有你

经过朋友和家人给的努力
我终于决定放弃这份爱情
就想把我和你的回忆忘记
却要让时间冲淡这的一切

如果我还是不能把你忘记
请你催眠我让我好忘记你

no update for next 2 weeks...

2009-06-15T18:44:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Going in to army tomorrow... just wanted to tell some1 here something... i have being finding u for few days now... seems like u are avoiding me or dun wan to call me or what... nvm then i guess i wont get any phone call the next 2 weeks or what then?... no farewell party huh? haha rejected benny just now... and toshi too :P haha... i really dun wan spoilt friend mood... not really into mood for anything... sorry...

Ciao Ciao!!!

am i holding it strong?

2009-06-14T14:56:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

I wondering if i am holding my emotion back strongly... does ur know i am pulling it back? does ur know i am handling a handful of stress? lolz... i doubt so... mom just break to me that dad and mom successfully divorce already... so... in a few months time... i will say goodbye to my home... and if not wrong i will be living with my dad... as... mom do not have houses...

I love my mom alot... so i will say goodbye to woodland too... unless my dad plan to buy houses here... but i doubt so... a few months time... i still in army... i think i will say goodbye to my PLU circles too... its not that i cannot handle stress... but i really tired... everytime ur see me go out with ur... do i have a happy face? haha...

Maybe my world is sorrowful enough for just for me and i dun wan spoilt all my friend mood... if ur know me, i am an emotional person... i do hope i can still pull off and had a smile on my face through out the day... but... really hard... i want to rest... having stress this whole year le... find me cheerful? carefree? are u sure u know the real me? it seems like i am wearing a mask the whole time...

Ciao Ciao!!!

gosh

2009-06-13T14:50:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Maybe i did something i myself also cant believe and broke my principles... haiz... nvm... went out with a friend on friday and went to a cafe opposite park lane... eat carbonara... nice... and fried squid and he eat rid-eye steak half raw... no picture haha... cos i never bring camera... walk walk chit chat lo... then after that i at home now lo... what u think haha...

Ciao Ciao

I PASSED!!!

2009-06-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

I passed my singing exam for hai die... haha... i can go into immediate class already... hmmm but i going army soon not after my BMT then say ba... cos when i go for immediate class i can go for LCM... which is a exam by "London Colleage Of Music"... haha if i go for immediate lesson i can go for grade 2 or 3 exam of it... there is cert for it also ^^...

I will recieve my cert for hai die basic lesson soon i think... i hope i can fulfil my dreams of singing... o ya aaron told me about the song writing contest... think i going to submit for it haha... going in army in 5 days sob sob... will miss some1... :P...

I am trying hard and making effort to let u know i am seriously interested in u... but seems like every steps i take u are moving backwards... 69weeks till i reach 21... which is 455days more... i hope that day will come soon...

Thats all for today ba... think nothing much i wanted to say le...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Love's restriction...

2009-06-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Is there really love's restriction... i been thinking about it... lets say the basic... age gap... is age gap really a matter to love?... maybe there is pros and cons but if 2 people truly love each other, i dun think they cannot overcome it... common topics, common interests... all can be developed... if there is a topic where you dun understand, try take it as something new and as a new knowledge?

I do not understand why there is love's restriction... is it that people do not have confidence in themselves or they do not have any trust in love... i dun understand why... how much time do u need to know some1 deeply? a few dates? a few hours? a few months? if it is a few dates... are u sure u know he deep enough as most of the time u are just not talking... or a few hours of sitting down and chit chat...

Everything comes and gones... Believe in love... Everything goes in a circular... Just goes with the flow... Make me believe there is true love in this world...

grrr....

2009-06-11T04:47:00.001+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Just back from a tired trip... a trip to where? near my house area? also not consider la... my house to 888 is quite far haha.... went to get supper with aaron, chonglin and eugene... eugene went off first... hmmm... we chat for very long... dunno we walk over to a nearby playground and chit chat and we chit chat till 4am LOLZ... we chit chat for 3 hrs man... :P hmmm alot of catching up and fun topic lo... :P... really miss alot of my friend haiz...

Hmmm.... as many of u had heard of my secret? :P or some have heard about it le... :P if u wanna know ask me ^^... i will tell u the truth... if u can accept it hahahaha... if cannot... dun bother ask... -.-... k la... very tired... should go to sleep le... good night...

Ciao Ciao!!!

lolz...

2009-06-07T22:00:00.004+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yesterday went to kallang park for a movie and dinner... had subway... and we watch hannah montana... not bad la... haha... just teenage movie... hopefully my romance choice movie will do me proud next week haha... plan to watch ghost of girlfriend past... haha... thats all for ytd ba... nothing much le i think... today slack at home lo... tml then go collect specs... make specially for that stupid NS camp... o ya... my degree increase again... thinking of letting go of com soon... haha since i going in army might as well huh? :P

Ciao Ciao!!!

Blah Blah Blah~

2009-06-05T13:25:00.001+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yesterday went to my singing lesson... haha very enjoyable ba... cos combined lesson with other class... and it is a 3 hr lesson -.- receive some feedback for my singing... hmmm... need to improve :P... then after that call toshi and he is at pub then go find him lo... but i never drink la -.- they going off soon lei... not going to waste my money there pls... hahah... then today do nothing at home lo...

Ciao Ciao!!!

ohohoh?

2009-06-04T02:46:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Now i am officially botak haha... work done by toshi ah... haha... tuesday never go anywhere though... at home slack all the way... today went to toshi house and he help make me botak... after that we go swim at yishun safra... then we go back his house... and we go orchard far east... eat chicken chop rice... nice...

After that went to tangs there find lynn... i get the chicken skin grill... nice... haha... then me and toshi went off to shop around... after that went to central... the new building... only 40 store is open though... then we went to city hall... shop shop... we never even buy any thing at all for today... then we walk walk walk... then talk bus to raffles city... after that i eat mos....

After that we went to pub and greg came... after that play awhile pool then come home le... nothing much la... tml having a 3 hour lesson at hai die... combined lesson with another class... very pai seh sia... dam... lolz... wish me luck ba... :P...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Happy birthday weiming....

2009-06-01T23:31:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Hello... haha seems like i being regularly updating... sunday went out to find aaron and wai ting at orchard but then aaron with his friend so wai ting came and we go vivo find wei ming... in the end eat with all his friend and i spend freaking 13dollar there and cant get myself full, ridiculous... i hate it... then in the end still need run to bk and eat... the new item is not bad...

Haiz... spend 20 dollar just to get myself full... god dam it... nvm... see is wei ming birthday i let him off.. hahaha... then i tell benny and zhi hong some secret :P... haha... feel so happy about it... went home... then slack le lo...

Today i went out with toshi to JB... stupid auto passport thingy... jam... knn... nvm... then miss bus... lolz? we go eat at kim gary hong kong cafe... not bad... eat till full only 35RM... haha... then we buy shorts at $8 in sing each haha... :P... cos buy 2 then got discount haha... then not much la... jb change alot though... then back to sing... then go bugis walk, after that go we go orchard...

Shop shop... nothing much... and then we go gucci... he wanted to buy a bag... after discount is 800... hai hao la... not bad lo... there is even queue to get into the store... lolz... then went to benneta venetta... he wanted to buy a bag but no discount lolz... 5k original price... and the shoe no his size and is last piece le... lolz... then we go eat long john silver as bryan came... then after that i went home le...

Ciao Ciao!!!

PS : tml toshi help me make botak hahaha... :P...

Happy birthday benny...

2009-05-30T14:34:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

So lonely at home... haha... yesterday went out with toshi in the afternoon and went to fix his watch and after that went to near golden mile there and fix my bag... that place sux as... i instructed to change the zip but they did not but say what put wax and in the end still demand i pay 6 dollar... crappy shop... toshi say another shop is better... nvm la... when leaving bag there we went to eat...

The "la jiao mian" there is not bad... really... and he had lor mee... after that went for desert... i eat sweet corn + red bean while he eat mango ice + longan haha... then collect bag then went to bugis... walk walk around and buy things... i bought a dolphin thingy for $13 lolz... and he bought 2 pin shape and 1 cross shape one... then after that we go mos sit... i eat this shrimp burger... not bad and he had his milkshake...

After that i went back to causeway point and find aaron... and we wait for everyone to celebrate benny birthday... there is bao ying, bao hui, shin yee, mingyong, jian xiong, yong hwee, jun he, owen, aaron, suan en, jessica, valerie, zhi hong, hui yi and wei ming... off cos got me and benny and his gf lo... haha total 18 lei... xinrong and his gf came about 8:45pm... but no use sit down and eat la... eat 1hr for 20 dollar meh? -.- haha so is 20ppl? LOLZ

After that we went up to cinema and cut cake and then everybody ran le... then baoying, baohui, shinyee, aaron, mingyong and i go watch movie... the 11pm show.. night at museum 2... the show hai hao la... 1 is still better... then we walk home... omg... aaron and mingyong went and took numbers from 2 girls on the street... omg!?! lolz... then we walk home lo...

Send shinyee home after that me and mingyong and baoying chit chat till 3am lolz... then after that we went home le... and i am here blogging... :P... k la thats all for now la... actually i lazy put photo here... want see go facebook see la...

Ciao Ciao!!!

gosh!?! -.-

2009-05-29T00:28:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Today went out with toshi... went to fix his watch at bugis.... i just realise my bag zip is spoilted... gonna go with toshi to fix it tml... then we go 21 club bazaar sale... omg!?! o ya bryan came... they spend like $600+ there... then we go and eat kfc... then after that i go to my singing lesson le... after that i call toshi he never answer...

In the end he call me when i went inside mrt station... dam... waste my 60cent and then i go find them at pub... then drink and play pool after that came back home... i just realise i planned things crash... totally forgotten...

O ya 1 thing... if u wanna ask me out, pls plan? i already stated be4 i dun like a unplanned meeting... its like i go out and dun have anything to do... at least plan? make an effort if u wanna ask me out... is it that hard? are u even trying? are u making an effort? are u really interested to call me out one? just make it simple, even if really simple things i will appreciate it... not saying anyone in persisfix... i even scold u be4 benny... this time is not benny ba...

Ciao Ciao!!!

KL trip....

2009-05-28T04:29:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

I am back from my kl trip... haha seems like alot of ppl finding me -.-... tml will call them back 1 by 1... lets say what happen during my trip... on sunday... i went to swim at pioneer with sebestian and thomas... then i go off early as i need take my bus at novena to where? KL lo -.- lolz... then i go home bath... then rush over there and take bus...

After that... i go through custom and then to kl... 5 hrs of bus trip... then reach there saw him waiting le... then he help me carry bags... he was like.. "so heavey?" lolz... then i say i bringing alot rubbish LOLZ... then he drive and we go 1 utama shopping center... and there is like "old wing" and "new wing" lolz... which is new building and old building hmmm.... then he already book a pair of ticket...

Gosh?!? he was trying to scare me it is a scary movie... :3... it is a romance show... not good... show name is "i love you" strange... why isn't there this show in sg? hmmm... haha... then we eat burger king be4 the show... then walk walk... then show then we go back to his home... haha... then use awhile com then sleep le...

He off 3 days for me haha... then he go see doc for mc -.- for monday only... but is off the other 2 day... then we go eat kfc... woot... i never know there is this kind of stuff in kfc... roasted flava thingy... nice... i order chicken flava + baked potato... while he eat roasted flava wings... lolz... then we go eat snow ice... omg i wan complain.... the kiwi snow ice sux... but the mix fruit one is good... hahaha... then after that went back home... as the sky is dark... after reach back home awhile rain liao hahaha...

Then we watch the whole American Next Top Model cycle 12... totap 13 episode in 2 day-.-... then at night we go eat wan ton noodle and "nu rou fan" and po pia haha... with his friend geoffery... dunno if it is spell like that... :P sorry for that... i cant believe my life as... his friend eat... prawn noodle, ice kachang and fried chicken rice... omg?!?... then we went to steven's corner...

So hard to find parking lot... lolz... then we order drink to drink and i get french fries and white coffee ice blended and tea "O" ice... i didn't know there is zhen zhu in the ice blended i dun like it so i never eat... and he scold me waste their effort -.-... haiz.... o ya geoffery friend daniel came down... and after that we went back home le...

Then on tuesday we went out to eat chicken rice... with cha shao and shao rou... omg the cha shao is GOOD!?! hahaha.... and then it is raining also -.- then we go mid valley and walk walk... we go secret recipe and eat cake... he even book the sit for me... haha :P... but!?! the cake there sux?!?... i think sg white chocolate macademia still the best... and i get appletiser to drink and he get banana chocolate milkshake lolz...

Then we went to klcc... take pic... walk around... then after that we went to eat at a outside town restaurant... omg that place is romantic ^^... eaten cheese crab, shrill cocktail, mushroom soup, cheese chicken chop and he eat grill chicken chop... lolz... whole meal RM57.22... to sg = around... $24 only... and we are dam fulll haha... and the drink is super big!?! lolz... he get ice lemon tea while i get kiwi juice...

Then when we reach home doorstep... geoffery call and came and we go out to drink... a few friend came and we sit down and had a orange drink DEXULE lolz... alot fruit is in that drink lolz.... got lychee, longan, watermelon haha... very big cup... i share with him... then we order a roti texus i think... :P inside is beef... i realise he like beef alot... :P... then we go back home after that and sleep le...

Haha... then today we go eat beef noodle and after that walk tesco and a few place and he drop me to my bus at bangsar... almost missed it :P... haha... then i am now here blogging... although i reach home quite awhile le la... :P... missing kl now... haha... i will upload those photo real up soon... check back soon ^^

Ciao Ciao!!!

KAO!!!!

2009-05-24T00:55:00.005+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Super tired... lets elaborate what happen this week... monday went out with toshi to swimming... is it???? omg i cant even rmb -.- nvm... that day went to swimming at yishun safra then he went back home put things and we went to get clothes at giordano... then we take mrt to orchard and walk... and then we sit at mac slack... and i had a durian snow ice... omg it is damn nice... at orchard heeren B1 dam nice...

Ah... i rmb le... it is tuesday... and i rmb i dun have enough cash in bank... due to overspend -.- gosh... haha... then bryan came and we had subway... and then i went home after that... then i slack at home for wed and thursday... then on friday i ran to holland village to get something from friend after that went to orchard to help brother buy something... i find this person awesome...

I wanted to buy a couple pouch but then the chain there is abit rusty or i ask the person whether is there new one but he say that is the last piece... i was like hmmm ok... then i dun really feel like buying... then he say till alot of excuse and everything and say wan give me discount i was like... since he talk so much... i buy ba... then when at cashier... OMG!?! guess what he do? he really give me discount... by? he scan and press visa... and he go "omg!?! i press till visa... what to do?" to his colleage beside him... -.- i was like... omg!?! -.- he really went and did it... so i get a discount lolz...

I cant believe there is such a person in this world... for doing things for what he say... haha... then i went home lo... then lets see what happen today... i went over to take camera from ah bee... wai ting brother... then i went to meet benny, bear... after that meet jessica and suan en... after that meet aaron at bedok... after that take bus 401 to east coast park...

Then we bbq and eat and have fun lo... the most exciting part is what?... that came later... i need go back at tml i got things on... so i go back... asking benny to walk out with me... and he walk me to very far... then i cross bridge while saying goodbye to him... and wtf!?! i walk for another 30min and never see any bus stop that is able to get me back to bedok or what fking else mrt.... i was like... WTF!?!... then thomas call me and i was like... "I AM LOST!!! T_T"... although i never cry la...

Then i call my friend for help... gosh... thanks he is able to help... he send me home ^^.... thanks kimm haha... :P... if not i will be sleeping by the idiot place T_T..... thanks so much... own u a favor :P... haha... tml got things on... think i go sleep le... creepy... i so afraid of getting lost and this happens to me... T_T... i wonder what to do without u my friend... and my batt is running out on me just now... god thx...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Woot~

2009-05-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Woot~ guess what? this is my 100th post... wahahahaha... its being almost a year soon since i start this blog... lolz... hmmm yesterday went out to pub to find toshi... he say what reach 8+... i reach 8:30 call him and he say he reach 30min later which is 9pm... so i went in... saw greg... so play pool in the mean time... wtf?!? he reach at 9:30 -.-...

Nvm... at least he came right? o yea he went for yesterday afternoon event at hong lim park... lolz... "PINK DOT" event haha... its a gathering of LGBT.. lolz... alot of ppl turn up from those pic i saw la... i never go pls? lolz... he was wearing this flower shirt -.- gosh? almost $1000 shirt? -.- nvm... then we dirnk drink play play sing sing, i never sing haha... then i went back at 11:30...

They stay back la... then i call thomas up... cos i am boring... and guess what? i get a free movie ticket from him? lolz... watched fireball at cineleisure... hai hao la... dun find it meaningful at all... then went home lo... nothing much le la... then today stay home lo... no1 ask me out ma...

Lonely and single... so pathetic... :P going to KL soon for slacking haha... yup... going alone... hahah... so sad hor alone? -.-.... 为什么人生无常，把我当坏人好了，好人真的不好当...

Ciao Ciao!!!

A fking day with everything fk up...

2009-05-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Not really into mood... tio scold by some friends... haiz... do all things not seriously... even ask ppl go out cause a riot or sort -.-... today morning went out to meet toshi and go swimming... in the end sky dark... so we went to north point eat subway... after that take bus to his house... he pack a few things then we just went off to yishun safra...

And wtf?!?... cant go into the swimming thing becos of the "cash card" system... in the end we go to north point take mrt to novena... as i collect my ticket... then we take bus to bugis... get some white chocolate... then we went to bugis shop shop... eat some stuff... then walk to city hall... after that went to suntec...

Have a cup of coffee and cake at coffee bean... then we went back to marina square to see if have show... and no show -.-... then walk to raffles city renele.... no space... then go to the what shop i forgot and no space... in the end when we wan to go back home... renele call me and say have space and we go renele lo...

Had the strawberry ice cream this time... not bad... then went back home lo... haiz... not really into mood right now la... everything just happen so fk up... not even once in my life things go smooth... i have tried my hardest to make it goes in order... too bad... 命运弄人...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Things finished and done

2009-05-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Nothing much on my mind right now... cause i fixed everything in the way it should be done... went out to meet toshi in the afternoon... raining lolz... then we find vince and then we go eat mac... after that we shop shop while vince go see doc... his eye swollen... take care ah... then we shop and i get my shoe lies... lolz... 4 dollar lei... buy at converse there at takashimaya :P...

Then walk walk then we go paragon and eat desert... i have this funwari cheese cake .... nice... red bean and green tea cheese cake and vanilla ice cream... when u put all 3 tgt... omg it taste good... jonathan came... and then we go cineleisure and then we go eat subway then jonathan go off le... then we go watch "star trek" not a bad show...

Omg!?! 1 thing i done very embrassing... the show haven even start i fall asleep and i snore -.-... omg... dunno is 1 time or 2 time... i was wake up by my snore... hahaha... bryan ask me if i am sleepy and i reply no.... while vince treaten to punch me if i sleep again :P lolz... the show overall is not bad... and then go home le lo....

Ciao Ciao!!!

Thinking of many things...

2009-05-12T02:57:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Haiz... too many things on my mind... sorry but cant help of it... last week has been a very "great" week for me... dun wan to write about it... but thinking of it makes me cry... ben i know u will be seeing this... i really hate to say this but... why not u save all those things to urself?... do not cause me any trouble... i got enough things le...

Went to saw the “天冷就回来”... a chinese drama... super nice... with lawrence... then went to pub after that... and then on saturday too.... sat i went out with aaron and chonglin to woodland checkpoint to get some stuff... i got myself a "high cut converse white shoe" and "sweater vest"... and aaron got himself a vest... then we eat, drink... then i went home bath and go out le...

Guess what? i saw ming... haha... si ming yong... so long never contact me ah... then chat with him on bus and then on train till he get off at somerset... he is with his friend... he going for a drink in pub at town worx... lolz... aaron also go drink in pub at town... all different pub ah :P... lolz... then i go pub sing sing, play play, after that go eat... and then taxi back again....

Then sunday mother day... never really go out... cos mom cook curry... dun really wanna waste her effort of cooking it... then around 5+ i find something really interesting... i am home alone on mother day -.-... funny ah? mom went to pasar malam... then i go out with cl to pasar malam to walk... i just cant find my shoe lies... stupid sia... nvm...

Then today went to town and find toshi for supper... lolz? in the end we sit at canelle and dirnk tea... then his taiwan friend never come... we eat this caremell ice cream thingy... super sweet... but nice... we share la... i didn't realise we sit there chit chat for like 2 hours haha... and then we go starbuck... i never buy la... lazy drink coffee... then went home after that lo...

On the way home get something to eat la... off cos i am a 馋嘴猪 hahhaha.... where got ppl say himself pig de... me!?! lolz... :P... then reach home found there is louff of bread on the table... OMG!?! my favourite bread worx... "panda flavour bread" hahaha... dunno who buy de... so sweet... then i am here blogging...

Ciao Ciao!!!

P.S: i know some of u is really trying to help, i appreciate it... but.... sometimes things has to be face alone...

not really into mood...

2009-05-03T21:11:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Last sunday went swimming with thomas then go home le... sorry that i never blog it... haiz... not really into mood now... then thursday i go shopping... never get my soft toy T_T... i wan "GIZMO"... haiz... then i went to find toshi they all at bar... and carter came over from kl... chit chat with all of them... play pool... then around 2am... we go maxwell eat...

On friday went out with carter... and we eat pastamania... nice... :P... creamy chicken is the best... after that walk walk and then jonathan came... after that we walk till cineleisure... after that willie came and jonathan go off... then we go dohby watch movie, wolverine... and WTF!?! all the time slot is siao one... nvm then we dun watch lo... then i go back home le...

Then i go wai ting house on sat and then we meet up with chonglin, kok leng and eugene and went to dohby for dinner... we went to a restaurant call "astons" the food not bad.... cost me $12+... a bomb... BOOM!!!... lolz... then we went to plaza sing for movie... gosh the time slot for wolverine is again... CRAZY!!!...

Then we skip the movie and went to look for bag that eugene wanted to buy... then we go see see... and in the end i help "SHA SHA SHA!!!" lolz... from $42 become $36... lolz... then kok go buy a hat at topman.... and wai ting get 40% cos of 2nd item... lolz... then he shiok shiok lo... then after that i went to find toshi they all at pub...

Then play play... and we go maxwell eat again and taxi again... woot... keep taxi lolz... after that went home and today go find chonglin for table tennis... and now i am here blogging... COS I AM EMOING... lolz... haiz... nothing much le la...

Ciao Ciao!!!

scary.... T_T

2009-04-26T16:51:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Ytd afternoon went to play table tennis with chonglin and yong xin, after that went to see them others play basketball at 717 and then i leave at 9 to go off home to go out... meet thomas and seb at cineleisure... reach at 11pm... then they say they bought the ticket le... so i was like oh... ok... then i asked a crucial question... "what is the movie?" and WTF!?! "Friday The 13th" FK FK FK!!!

I hate the most is killer/horror movie le T_T... omg!!! then nvm la... i break my rules 1 time lo T_T... then i bought a mashimaro to pampered myself... haha... then we go eat at xin wang hong kong cafe... after that we go watch the movie... the whole movie i was freaking out... thats why i say i hate horror movie le...

After that we went out of cinema... it is like... 3.55am then i was like... haiz... then we saw the time slot... and at 4.25 got another movie... so we pull thomas in to see also haha... it is "17 again"... i got to say... how many life time do u have to live ur 17 years old? 1 time? maybe... it is a great movie... then we go home... they 2 take bus and i take mrt... haha its alr 6+ ^^...

"Jason, i am ur mother, revenge for me, kill all of them for me."
"Jason, today is ur birthday."
creepy...

Ciao Ciao!!!

sian sian...

2009-04-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Mood swings like craze... face change like weather...

Being working this few days... and FYI~ rose wan everyone to start wearing long pants -.- gosh.... i was always in 3/4 pants... -.- nvm la... haiz... then today saw ping hwee... almost never recognize her... and ytd meet jin zi go back home...

Gosh... this week is dam sian... hmmm still got what need to say lei?? hmmm nothing much ba... hehe i will get back to your soon lolz... :P

Ciao Ciao!!!

雨越下越大，心越来越痛，雾越来越蒙，心越来越盲。

Baohui bbq...

2009-04-19T14:12:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yesterday went to baohui birthday bbq lolz... eat afew nia lolz... they took alot~~ of pic -.- play with cake -.- lolz? heng i never kanna from anyone cake if not... hahahahhaha!!! u knew what will happen... :P... then after that take cab home... shinyee, baoying, mingyong, bear and me share... $7.20... lolz...

Then we went to mac and sit down and chit chat... then we go home...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Sob sob...

2009-04-17T23:13:00.006+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Never went out recently... but went out on yesterday mid night to play table tennis with aaron and benny, get caught by police lo -.- si benny... nvm... then never sleep much that day and then went out today at 10am to yio chu kang for my driving BTT, god dam it... i tot is 25/50 pass... but after i sumit and get a "FAILED" i call wai ting..

He told me need 45/50 to pass... i was like? WTH!!!!? gosh -.- then i go his house fetch him and then went to vivo and eat marche... a swiss market restaurant... nice food... "nice" prices too... then we go shop shop and we talk mrt to city hall and go peninsula see see... nothing much ba... then we walk to bugis juntion and we bought things...

Wai ting bought 2 shirt and 2tie... 1 tie for my bday present off cos :P... a red one... chosen by me :P... just 2 tie and 2 shirt cost him like... $196... and then we shop around and i bought a stitch doll at $6.90 to hang at my bag... and wai ting bought the nightmare doll and pouch althought i pay for the pouch la... lolz..

Then go his house... see red cliff part 2... cos i miss the show in the cinema... so it is a must to see it at his home... then now back home lo... haiz... hao la... thats all le ba...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Some recently photo...

Happy Birthday...

2009-04-13T20:44:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me~, happy birthday to me!!!

Yes!!! Its my birthday, if u haven say happy birthday to me, dun bother...
Went out with arch today to vivo... meet him at 1:30pm and we went for lunch, actually i haven eat breakfast lolz... we go marche eat... a swiss market restaurant... i eat the Swiss Rosti with chicken cheese sausage... OMG!!! its delicious...

Then we went for movie... "sniper" haha... i can fell asleep watching it -.- after that we drink coffee bean... after that i went home... and i meet wai ting for dinner... KFC-.- 2 piece again LOLZ... after that went home and now blogging...

Ciao Ciao!!!

PS: Mom remember my birthday ^^ and when i get home i saw a BIG mudpie cake lolz... super delicious although i like white chocolate macadamia... :P

woohooo!!!

2009-04-09T02:34:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Yes... just now i went to orchard haha... with wai ting... we watch the preview of "knowing" omg... i am first time seeing everyone die show LOLZ!!! not bad la... we eat burger king then go watch de... bought a bottle to smuggle in and drink lolz... then after that we walk walk walk walk till... cinileisure...

We then eat xin wang hong kong cafe food... spring roll and siew mai and drinks lo lolz... and then... hmmm we take mrt home? lolz... omg i cant believe what the waitress say "last time that person is ur father?" OMG!!! thomas...!!! dam my stomach pain... hmmm i think not much le ba... sian out 1 day spent me like... 30 dollar including 10 dollar for my bus fare lo... sian... haiz...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Yawnz...

2009-04-08T02:06:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Last sat went out with thomas for midnight show... confession of shopaholic... it is a good dam show lolz... and WTF!!! thomas how dare u sleep in the cinema -.-... i will not forgive that... hmph!... then sun, mon never go out too... today went out to ric to watch shinjuku incidents... nice show haha... wai ting call me as he won ticket to "knowing" woohoo... haha i won 2 times... now is wai ting :P...

There is always time for ups and down... and there will always be some1 that stand by urself...

Ciao Ciao!!!

:3....

2009-04-03T01:07:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Today went out with wai ting, eugene and may... went to orchard to walk walk... eat kfc... after that we walk walk then wai ting bought a pants at $56 and then a slipper at $22... after that we went to take mrt... after that i go off first... as i have singing lesson... after that i went to liang court find ric and thomas...

After that went to eat chicken rice... then went home.... quite mad about something... nvm...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Happy... and angry -.-

2009-04-02T02:24:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Today went out to eat buffet... i tot jeffrey was april fooling me -.- dam him... then that stupid ZHU ZHI HONG... is fking annoying... cannot take it... then eat liao then we go walk walk after that i went to meet my friend... i bought myself a pierre cardin wallet... $104.40 lolz... and eat yoshinoya and i bought a moomin cup at $13.50 lolz... after that went back to meet benny they all...

Super piss off by them... keep... wan? wan not? wan? wan not? come on... plan on it... dun go there wan? wan not? super irresponsible... care about others feeling... bullshit... FYI... pls make decide quick next time... i dunno even if hav e"next time"... -.- craps....

Ciao Ciao!!!

15 days countdown...

2009-03-29T21:19:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

15 days countdown... guess what thing occur after 15 days? hahaha... dun wan tell u... go out ytd to cineleisure to watch show with friends... meet up with ric and thomas and then we watch 12 rounds and sebastian so we bought another ticket... the show is nice ^^ by john cena... we eat things at food court then we sit at hongkong cafe there eat things... alot of them haha....

Me with ric

Me with thomas

Ciao Ciao!!!

Sad mood...

2009-03-25T00:38:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Back to work today... after that went back home with toshi... meet bryan on the way... then chit chat... after that call chonglin and then go play basketball... today spend 17 sia -.- 2 dollar on my specs things... haiz... try to save money le la... o ya my pay haha... tml i go get from andrew :3... haiz... bored sia... and a sad mood...

Cause i quarrel with a very good friend on msn... not really into mood for anything... i will blog soon see u guys ba...

"每当我追求完美太顽固
是你化身我的许愿树
你给了我
无限量的呵护"

你还是不是我的许愿树？我要的只是一点呵护。。。好希望。。。 T_T 又有谁能了解我的心情。。。

你不再是我的许愿树，因为。。。我没那个勇气去许愿。。。

Ciao Ciao！！！

lazy blogging...

2009-03-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

I super lazy blogging... dunno what to blog to... nothing much... i bought a bag today... 56dollar lolz... i almost bought a wallet... guess how much is the wallet -.-... it is 104dollar... craps right? lolz... it is beautiful... haiz... so wanted it... so bored... never go work 4 days le... haiz... next saturday plan to go escape... trying to call alot of people go.. haha... hopefully got people go la...

Ciao Ciao!!!

lolz... i think i am becoming lazier and lazier...

2009-02-27T01:14:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

1week + never blog again -.-... work last monday, tuesday, thursday... then on friday never go... lolz... hmmm quite bored ba last week... nothing much to do... stay home dota dota dota... nothing much lei... then sat go cineleisure watch show... midnight show... with who? dun tell u ^^

Sunday at home whole day also... then monday to wednesday never work... today went back to work... and have my hai die music lesson... haiz... then back home now... so bored lo... hope got more ppl ask me out ba... sat going out to eat with wai ting... but hh ask me out to do something that day -.- sian...

Now i dunno how to answer hh... maybe ask him sunday can? haha... :P k la... nothing much to post anyway... btw... HEROES Season 4 is quite good... haha :P.... k la i think thats all ba... very tired... yawnz.... see ya...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Wow... 1 week never pst -.-

2009-02-17T00:58:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

:P sorry for not updating this week... hmmm lets see... my leg have water bad and i cut off and it hurts like hell for the whole week? lolz... played basketball on monday last week and got it... in the end get ban from basketball :3... then went out with ric on wedneday to watch InkHeart... the show not bad la... then eat carls junior...

Then on thursday went for my singing lesson... dam -.- need pay school fees le... sian... then working that whole week lo... thats all ba... o yea haha... then on friday went to bank but closed at 4:30 -.- i reach at 4:30... fk... nvm... then we go eat ichiban... haha... then after that went back home lo...

On Valentine day... YES!!! 14 Feb... i go out with chonglin to bank... after that we go eat yoshinoya... then wai ting came and we go eat ichiban sushi... i eat 6 plate -.- $12.00 dam it... lolz... then we go watch movie... then kok leng, eugene, may and mei ting came... and we watch underworld... the show is hai hao only lo... not that exciting...

Then i went to 77th street see cap with wai ting as he wanna buy and i give him opinion... he bought a $45 cap... suit him de... then i went to his house to slack as too bored.. in the end i slept there and wake up at 10:30 -.- then i walk back home and eat my dinner :P...

Then on sunday i slack at home whole day.... then nothing much lo then today go work lo... go play basketball... then nothing much le ba... k la... i will update regularly de :P... pai seh ah...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts...

2009-02-09T12:26:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!

Thursday went back to work and then went to my hai die class... lolz... next week need pay my school fee le :3... lolz... hope i get my pay soon... toshi say i earned 700+ haiz... not bad la... 3 weeks 700+ not bad le worx :3... lolz...

Then on friday went to work also... then went to walk walk with toshi, vince and wayne... walk walk then went pub... awhile then went home around 10:30... saw bob and malcolm there... but we still left at 10:30 lolz... then take a train back... chit chat with toshi and then thats all...

Saturday went over to wai ting house as i am super bored... he is sick though, help him buy food... at there use com etc till 10pm lolz.. then i walk back home...

On sunday i was super bored again -.-... then i call wai ting but he is asleep... so i call aaron up and he is at singapore flyer area -.- for what he go there for? lolz... then i meet him at chinatown and then we go eat with his father... duck rice... and then we walk to central...

Then we walk to liang court and find ric... after that we go back to central to eat chippy... not bad i can say the food, then i went back to admiralty with aaron and then we go find chonglin they all at admiralty park... then we play basketball -.-...

After that we went to eat at admiralty... although i dun have money to eat... i ask for 50cent from chonglin :P... I go buy big gulp and tell bye bye to them and i walk back home... thats all le...

Ciao Ciao!!!

花朵

2009-02-06T16:59:00.002+08:00

花朵招蜂引蝶，可是又有谁可以看得到他丑陋的一面呢？蚯蚓看得到，因为花朵的根，奇丑无比，蜜蜂和蝴蝶都看不到的。就是因为这样，蚯蚓喜欢跟蜜蜂和蝴蝶打小报告，说花朵的不是，那又有谁能看得见，花朵善良的一面呢？

男人用手机的三个烂借口和理由，Man use handphone (3 lousy excuses and reason)

2009-02-05T17:55:00.005+08:00

三个烂借口

一：我早睡所以没看到你的简讯（为了不看到你的简讯害我要早一点睡）
二：我放silence所以没听到（一直发给我，吵死人，逼我要放silence）
三：我没有看到你的简讯，还没收到吧（其实早就看到，根本不想回而已）

三个理由

一：懒得回
二：根本不想回
三：身边有一个比你还要重要的人，没空理你

3 Lousy Excuses

1 : I slept early, never saw your sms (Purposely need sleep early to avoid your sms)
2 : I put silence mode, never hear (Keep sending me sms, so noisy till i need put silence mode)
3 : I never receive your sms, haven receive yet (Actually saw it already, just lazy reply you)

3 Reason

1 : Lazy to reply
2 : Don't even feel like replying
3 : There is someone more important beside me, no time to bother you.

no work...

2009-02-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Sunday till today no work -.-... no project currently... haizz... then i am slacking at home all the while... today went out with ric... meet him at vivo at 12pm... then buy ticket for "bride war"... we change sit our own -.- lolz... i think there is only like 10 people watching the movie only :P lolz...

We eat long john be4 watching movie... chit chat... walk walk... after the movie we catch a train to plaza sing... as it is boring at vivo... then we play some arcade... and we eat kfc... the value box meal lolz... after that he take train with me and drop me off at admiralty and go back jurong...

Thats all for today le ba... not much... haha...

Ciao Ciao!!!

busy busy... bored bored...

2009-02-01T03:11:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Bored to death... wednesday also bored at home... then meet aaron at causeway point but i went to library first to return my books... after that shop shop... and then call aaron to come over... i eat 2 piece :P haha... too long never eat KFC le la... cannot blame ah :3...

Then bought a tag necklace... then watch movie haha... and play awhile arcade -.- lolz... aaron is my sooooooooO~ close buddy hahaha... i think i share almost everything with him haha... "almost" not everything haha... cos i got some secret is not for people to know de worx... :P

Then thursday i go back work le... but nothing much to do also la... then friday no work... but when to meet toshi they all at pub... after a trip to chonglin house... toshi phone is dead -.- make me dunno wan to go over or not... if not they not there i alone meh -.- then when going over to mrt saw jeff and chloe...

Then today i nothing to do also... slacking at home... play dota with chonglin they all haha... i make them lost -.- cannot blame la... i noob ma :3... :P... haha... thats all le la... think so? yea think so lolz... lets see i got what to post tml? lolz...

Ciao Ciao!!!

P.S o yea... the picture of sentosa trip and sentosa flower i not gonna post here le... cos... TOO MANY~ my blog will become very laggy... so :P go facebook or friendster to browse for my newest picture ba...

New year...

2009-01-28T02:14:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Let's see... what did i do... i stay at home the whole day on monday and alot of my relative same... and then i play mahjong... after that etc etc... :P nothing much to talk also haha... then went over to bear house to play cards... and went back home at 1+ which means 2 am reach home...

Then on tuesday which is today... i went to sentosa... i went to help ahgong buy 4D then went to wai ting house to get camera... after that went sentosa... then i go take sentosa flowers photo first... after that meet up with toshi, wayne, bryan, calvin, kelvin, ray, nick and 1 more i dunno who :P paiseh cos i really dunno u...

Then they all play water i never -.- so i lazy change... then we eat etc walk chit chat then we go see sea of song... greg, vincent and willie came... then we saw finish the show we went to pub... ray and nick go off first... and then wayne, calvin, kelvin and willie got off at outram...

FYI the queue to go back to harbourfront... the queue of monorail... DAM!!! long... lolz then when inside the monorail... ray almost wanted to whack a person... -.-... then we go pub and gone off at 11 i think and now i am back home... tml need go afew places to do things -.- dam... haha... nvm

Ciao Ciao!!!

Crappy...

2009-01-25T18:20:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

So what have i being doing... friday i went to changi airport do data entry... dam dam dam... so tired... and then saturday i went again... but for awhile... saturday is the day i spend most of my money -.- lets do some counting...

$8 for burger king, $10 for top up bus fare, $9 for pool, $13 for drinks in pub, $5 for midnight meal, $5 for return friend, so total is 8+10+9+13+5+5= $50... craps right? then i take night rider home... lolz... get to know new friends too... haha... k la i think thats all le la...

Today 团圆饭 i eat till so unhappy... so i say wait awhile and my dad keep KPKB and say what wan smash my com... fk la!!! cant wait meh... like rushing for hell... ta ma de... haiz... nvm... now dam bored... internet down so sux... k la thats all le...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Crappy~

2009-01-23T14:37:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Guess whAT? i am at changi airport doing date entry... lolz... YES NOW!!! haiz... so busy this 2 weeks sia... i sang "似曾相似" by 陶吉吉。。。 hmmm get alot of comment... and teacher wan me sing 4 time dam it -.- haiz... nvm and then i got so many things on my mind lo...

I think i am getting alot of wishing thinking... i dunnno what can i do... entrapped in a darkness corner... wishful thinking... of seeing stars in the room...

Black me out... i cant see any light at the moment...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Being busy...

2009-01-19T12:58:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Being busy this week... doing food testing at Royal Plaza... and alot of things... from morning till night... haha... so busy... so much things to work on... then now i am free abit then can post this post -.- dam it lolz...

I am abit guilty for getting andrew scold for the cinema research... haiz... andrew is my boss -.- lolz... so guilty... and FYI... my bus fare is HIGH!!! cos need run here and there... dam it... nvm... me only get 7 dollar per day... how am i doing to survive... need ask dad for more money le... dam it...

haha i continue my work now... see ya...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Quite tiring...

2009-01-15T22:45:00.004+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Never go out recently... just go to work and come home etc... today i went for my 2nd lesson... 1st lesson we learn about breathing... 2nd lesson we learn about pitching... lolz... my teacher want to know our range of keys... so we sing "ni ne na no nu" and i am the last one... those who finish can go off -.- i happy :P why? cos i am last... no pressure as no1 hear me sing

Then after teacher help me test... he stop me going higher pitch he say my range is 偏高... but i cant go any higher... and he say i still not trained yet so nevermind... and he say if i train... i can try original key of 洋葱... i was like wow? really? lolz... need dl a few things le... as next week need sing song infront of whole class... need find what song to sing... think i am going to sing 心跳 by 王力宏...

Wish me luck that i never sing wrong ba :P... lets give u 1 song for today... i fall in love with this song...

人质 - 张惠妹

Ciao Ciao!!!

《颜色上诉》

2009-01-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

从以前开始我的世界就是黑白色
当遇见了你我的世界开始有色彩

cant think of how to continue -.- i do my work first later then think...

《香味》

2009-01-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

你的香味还在我床上
残留下来就是你发香
不知不觉尽爱上你香味
告诉自己你不在我身边

在我身上还能闻得到
那是什么是你的香味
为什么有那就得问你
因为是你让香味残留

Don't leave me...
因为我做不到
Don't leave me...
因为我需要你
Don't leave me...
因为我还爱你
Please...
就算是我求求你...

wrote it like 2 months ago... haha...

《心上》

2009-01-13T16:42:00.003+08:00

心上的某个地方
已摆放了个位置
那个位置属于你
没有人能取代的

Chorus:
带动我的心在那里旋转
我会配合你的舞步跳动
带给我的世界缤纷色彩
我会让你感受我的温暖

无论你在世界的哪个地方
我会引导你来到我的方向
因为你却把爱情搁在这旁
我会让我们回到从前那样

working now... but too bored write de...

Sorry for emoing...

2009-01-11T01:35:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Hmm... i forgot to blog what date lolz... :P... i think i remember le... lets start from...

Wednesday i went to work as normal... then after that i went to orchard with toshi and wait for wayne to come meet us... so we gone to paragon and toshi gone to gucci and "败家" lolz... but he never buy anything la cos those things he want dun have? lolz... even the shoe dun ahve his size :P lolz... and then wayne came and we go eat...

Then we eat "Ding Tai Feng", each person $20 lolz... and then we went to coffee bean and drink...
i never drink as i dun feel like drinking... and then bryan came... o yea elvin came to meet us too be4 wayne came... the waiter slip and get one of the coffee drop and in the end exchange another one...

Then i went off with wayne... as i was very emo... think is because what happen between me and wayne ba... no need explain further... then we walk to dohby ghaut and caught a 10pm show... he already saw the movie... but i wish he watch with me la... but... i really dun wan him to watch it again... it was "pongyo" the movie... i even quarrel with him for that...

Then we chit chat around... and walk walk and i went home around 2:30+am he lent me money to take cab home... i really dun wan quarrel with him de... haiz... then went back home... found out my internet spoilt? WTF!!! i think is my small and big brother fault... it was ok when i using all this time... i start work and left my com at home and it happen... craps... think thats all for wednesday...

Thursday morning mom hand me $380... money for my vocal class.. then after work i went to foodcourt near Red dot traffic building and eat "fried kway teow" my favourite haha... then i went for vocal class... then after that i went to meet bob at orchard and had a drink at mac... then went home le...

Friday i went back home after work... i walk with jaryl to chinatown mrt... then i meet chonglin they all at basketball court and play haha... then went home and sleep... thats all for this 3 days... now i am going to say Saturday haha...

Just now i meet jeff, chloe, gavin and wai ting at admiralty... in the end wai ting late -.- half and hour... nvm... as he birthday ma :P then we went to far east and eat chicken rice and walk around and wai ting get himself a pants... i help him see which pants nicer and size... and jeff they all say i look like his wife -.- craps...

Then he bought a $89 dollar pants... after that we went to cineleisure and meet chonglin, eugene, kok leng and aaron... in the end we never watch movie... and we went to dhoby ghaut and eat "Just Acia"... after that we walk to cathy and check if still got show... after that walk to parklane... play awhile arcade... and then went home...

Nothing much hor? wai ting birthday SO boring~ lolz... i never plan a great one... god dam shit... haiz... i hate it... maybe i am too packed in my stuff and never plan ba... sorry wai ting... then i am onlining now and blogging... why can i do that? COS I AM USING OTHER PEOPLE FKING INTERNET... super slow and laggy... hate it... i want my internet back... sob sob...

Ciao Ciao!!!

{该遗忘的单恋}

2009-01-08T23:32:00.004+08:00

(本故事劇本是自創﹐ 如有雷同﹐ 純屬巧合)

唿的一声，玻璃瓶丢到了海上，玻璃瓶沉入海里，又浮了上来，里面有一张字条，字条里写的都是祝福的话。
“景明，我爱你，我祝你永远幸福美满。”
阿仁对着海呐喊着，一边喊一边流下泪水，可是今天，阿仁的眼泪是甜的。

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“喂，阿仁。。。今天跨年夜，不要闷在家里嘛，下去酒吧要不要？”胡大哥
“呵呵呵，我哪有纳闷着，好啦好啦，约你10点在牛车水吧。”阿仁
阿仁冲冲茫茫的冲了凉，出了门去。。。
“呼呼呼”阿仁喘气的赶到。。。
“对不起，让你久等了”阿仁
“不用经，反正你又不是第一次了”胡大哥伤感的说着，一边摇头一边叹气。。。
“不要这样嘛。。。又不是故意的”阿仁撒娇的对胡大哥说着。。。
“真的拿你没办法。。。”胡大哥无奈地说着
“呵呵呵呵，当然啦。。。”阿仁嬉皮笑脸地说着
走着走着，走到了酒吧，找来找去都找不到位子，结果强哥给我们位子坐。。。
“太好了，谢了强哥。。。”阿仁
“哈哈，不用客气啦”强哥
很多朋友来跟胡大哥打招呼，我没几个朋友在酒吧所以嘛。。。
坐着坐着，坐到闷了，就偷瞄人，看到一位我的类型的，其实是很多我的类型的，只是不懂为什么只想注意他。。。
对是一个“他”，因为我是同性恋者，而我来的酒吧就是给同性恋的人来的。。。
“糟糕，死了，他注意到我看他了”阿仁自言自语
可是他可没那么留意阿仁，不知道是不是因为阿仁不是他的类型，阿仁也没再去注意他。。。
跨年过去了，新的一年又来了，阿仁也回到家睡觉了。。。
“喂~，有没有看到你喜欢的啊？”齐凡
“去死啦，可不像你，到处抱。。。”阿仁
“呵，好心没好报，问问罢了，不用讲我”齐凡
“好啦，有一个啦，跟你讲话的那个”阿仁
“谁~，我抱过那么多个。。。”齐凡
“就是那个在柜台，白衣的咯。。。”阿仁
“原来是景明啊。。。早说啦。。。”齐凡
“哈哈，我觉得他很可爱。。。”阿仁
“你谁都看得上眼的啦-。-”齐凡
“拜托，我是有品味的OK？”阿仁
“好，好，随你怎么说。。。”齐凡
“真想认识他。。。”阿仁
“好，我帮你跟他说”齐凡
“喂~，不要啦，我不要，不要随便给人我的电邮”阿仁
“好的好的。。。”齐凡
结果电邮还是到了景明的手，我气到半死，真想杀了齐凡。。。
“喂~，听说。。。你想认识我”景明
“别听那个白痴说的，其实也还好啦，叫他别给你我的电邮，结果他还是给了，气死我了”阿仁
“哦，原来你不想认识我”景明
“哈哈，没有啦，当然想，可是光想就够了，不用认识的，反正认识都认识了”阿仁
“哈哈，说得也对，很高兴认识你”景明
“我也是。。。”阿仁
就这样，我们的友谊开始了，而我万万也没想到的。。。

To Be Continued...

P.S: i write this gay story for fun de -.- dun take me as the person hor... and btw there is 1 thing i am sure... I SUPPORT GAY RIGHTS :3... they are human too haha... thats why i started this gay story... haha... who dare say me gay get 1 punch from me :P hahaha...

zZzZzZzZ...

2009-01-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

So tiring... still need to write my blog... today my first day of work... i arrive at office 9.40am... as dun feel like being late... toshi ask me arrive at 10am lolz... in the end he really come at 10am -.- so i waited 20min for dunno what lolz... nvm heng i got bring my books i borrow from library to read... arrive at outram at 9:25am and i went to pearl's centre 7"11 to get sweets and drinks...

Do quite abit of stuff at office... tried a call of fixing appointment with the people for survey... then ivanna came and then i go back to do my data entry... after that i went for lunch with toshi, ivanna, shang zhuang and johnny... o yea i forgot the lunch money -.- forgot to pay toshi... nvm tml i pay him... i eat "叉烧烧肉饭" nice... cannot take away... and then they go eat cake... i dun wan eat...

So i went back office and done my stuff first... do till 6pm... wayne came at 3pm or 4pm+ dunno come for what -.- then we go eat chicken rice... NOT bad... at chinatown... with bryan too... then after that i went back home... but i never went directly back but i go find chonglin and play awhile basketball and now then went back at home...

OMG... my ez-link become adult fare le... fk la... $1.50+ per trip to town... fk... lolz... nvm...

Ciao Ciao...

Tiring...

2009-01-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Today went to library early afternoon... saw ping hwee... after that i went over to outram park and wait for wayne... and we go over to toshi office... and i apply for admin job... after that told toshi i can start work tml... after that chit chat till 6pm and i went off to outram to meet bob... and went to meet malcolm and arist...

After that went to eat and then walk walk chinatown... and then go mac sit down drink water and chit chat... and i get 1 red bean pie and 1 double cheeseburger to eat... omg red bean pie is back ^^ i love it... haha... the pie paper write something... "Caution, Handle with care, I'm Hot" lolz... i use it to joke xP haha... then went home and now blogging... starting work tml at 10pm le k la i go sleep...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Headache...

2009-01-04T01:37:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Just now went over to wai ting house... after that meet friend early so i left wai ting house early... haven watch finish the show at wai ting house nvm... then meet with wayne... then walk walk and play arcade and johnny was with him... and then johnny gone back home and jayrl came and then we walk walk awhile lolz... then we went to pub... meet with some of their friend and meet a few friends... thats all ba... not much...

After reaching home having a headache and had 2 panadol... painful... had something to eat on the way back... i go bath le la... blog again soon ^^

P.S: I enroll in 海蝶vocal lesson... dam... as they call me i tot of cancelling it... but wth... need give 1 month notice... meaning = i must attend... $380 for 20 lesson for 2 month -.- gosh... need tell mom le la... and the first lesson is at 8 jan... gosh... nvm... hope i can sing better after attend those classes... i will find job soon -.-...

Ciao Ciao!!!

So Boring...

2009-01-03T04:52:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu!!!

Nothing to do... eat sleep eat sleep... lolz... and my imeem account has became VIP plus account... a lifetime VIP service lolz... i get it for free as i am active etc and contribute alot lolz... then... nothing much anyway... just chit chat on msn and watch tv etc...

Ciao Ciao!!!

Xiiao Pang Zi Area

我回来了!!!

《第三者》

Boring...

遗憾 方炯鑌

最后的文章

haiz...

Back to blogging~

Woohoo!!!

Woo Hoo!!!!

POP LO!!!

雨念

一个人生活

POP in 3 days...

有一种爱叫做放手

Back from 16km route march...

Back from camp...

Happy birthday~

I LOVE K!!!

范玮琪-傻的可以

Ah... i forgot to post last week...

FIELD CAMP!!!

back from camp...

说你不爱我

Romance show stills my favourite...

Back to army days...

pub pub pub...

yawnz....

Back from KL!!!!

a new me, a new life, a new revolution...

back to original line...

BLOCKED LEAVE!!!

used to it...

lalala...

yawnz...

tired with life...

Feeling low, doesn't wanna believe in anything right now...

我只不过是个单行者...

GOsh... eat eat eat!!!

haha 2 week post again...

Pang Seh!!!

wow 2 weeks i never blog le

算了...

depression...

yawnz...

yawnzzz...

stress...

忘记

no update for next 2 weeks...

am i holding it strong?

gosh

I PASSED!!!

Love's restriction...

grrr....

lolz...

Blah Blah Blah~

ohohoh?

Happy birthday weiming....

Happy birthday benny...

gosh!?! -.-

KL trip....

KAO!!!!

Woot~

A fking day with everything fk up...

Things finished and done

Thinking of many things...

not really into mood...

scary.... T_T

sian sian...

Baohui bbq...

Sob sob...

Happy Birthday...

woohooo!!!

Yawnz...

:3....

Happy... and angry -.-

15 days countdown...

Sad mood...

lazy blogging...

lolz... i think i am becoming lazier and lazier...

遗憾方炯鑌